It's been an hour, of me sobbing and looking at my phone, down at Roman's number.
Debating wether or not to call him back.
Debating wether I should kill myself to leave this creature I am infected with.
While the death of the little girl lingered across my mind. Oh, how her death reminded my of my cousin Bell.
The girl could've lived and done something amazing in this world.
I gulped, and my phone chimed again, for the 5 time since I left the attic.
Knowing it was Roman, I threw my phone across the wall and went over to the bathroom, trying to get rid of the thoughts that were floating through my mind. I looked at myself in the mirror to see a girl, pale, and cold, her messy red hair everywhere as the blood stain were still on her cheeks.
A tear goes down my cheek as I looked at how horrible I was.
I can't do this. How am I going to do this without my father?
My father was the only non-evil Upir I know.
I quickly took off my bloody dress and showered off my blood and the girl's blood. Once I showered off and looked cleaned I quickly got out of the shower and changed into something decent. I quickly grabbed my bloody dress and left the bathroom to come into contact with a hard chest.
"Fuck." I mumbled.
"Noel?" Roman asks.
"What?" I ask with no emotion in my tone. Roman flinches and reaches over to my now purple dress.
"What happened?" He asks, as confusion and worry lingers in his voice, causing my want, to melt and hug him.
Yet he should be the one hugging me. Damn I'm selfish.
"Roman, how did you even get in here?" I inquire.
Roman sighs and takes the dress, "Your mother let me in. Noel, please tell me what happened, you ran from away from the gala yesterday and the next day I come to your house, to you holding your bloody dress."
"Nothing happened," I say, completely lying to Roman.
"Stop, I know something happened, did you shift because you were angry at me?" Roman asks me nervously.
I chuckled at him stiffly as I grabbed back the dress, "No, why should I even tell you? You probably just want to fuck me, and then leave me."
"No I don't, it was an accidental thing!" He exclaims, as his eyes widened.
"Accidental my ass! I saw her suck you up, and then you start cutting your damn chest after that shit, man that's 100% accidental Roman!" I yelled at him.
"No, no it wasn't accidental honestly, I was just trying to prove a point to the lady, I overheard her husband talking about how I'm not fucking capable of taking care of the industry." Roman mentions as his voice starts to get louder.
"Well, fuck you Roman, fuck you, a great way to tell her is to make her have sex with you. What else did you guys do? Drugs?" I inquire loudly.
"Noel, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for even being with her."
"You broke the promise Roman." I paused as he closes his eyes and winced. "Roman please leave me alone for today, I don't even know you that well we're not even together." I tell him.
Roman sighs, "No, Noel I'm not leaving until you tell me why your damn dress is fucking bloody." He laid out the dress on the floor.
The bloody marks on the dress reminded me of what I did.
What I am.
Why I am this.
The little girl.
The hunger.
A tear runs down my cheek, my breathe hitches as I collapsed down next to the dress, sobbing, as a picture of the dead little girl flashed in my eyes.
"Baby? What's wrong?" Roman asks worriedly. Roman wraps hugs me and pulls my figure closer as I sobbed into his chest.
"I killed her." I muffled out.
"What?"
"I turned into an Upir last night. Right after I found out about you. I woke up this morning. I had to kill a little girl for her blood. I had to do it because it hurt so much, it hurt Roman. I had to do it. It's my fault."
"No, Noel, stop it. It's my fault I caused you to turn."
"Roman, you didn't cause me to turn, my mother hired someone to hit me with a truck last night." I tell him.
"If I didn't let you run out you wouldn't get hit with the truck and turn into an Upir."
"Roman, promise me, promise me, you won't put this on yourself? For my sake, and yours."
"It's my fault." Roman says as he stares at the floor. I turned his face towards my face as he looks straight at my red puffy eyes.
"Stop, it's not. It's my mothers." I say, a tear rolls down my cheek as Roman pouts. I look at his pink lips giving me the urge to kiss him.
Instead, Roman kissed me this time, his lips on my lips.
He gently hugs my figure and kisses me passionately as ever, as if I was glass that was ready to break. I kiss him back at the same pace he was kissing me. This moment was so perfect, but the thought of the lady causes me to break out of the kiss.
"I can't-"
"I love you baby."
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Hybrid ▷ Roman Godfrey
Lobisomem"But, I could do that." I inform Roman, he starts laughing at my statement as I stare deeply into his eyes. "Pick up a piece of grass and throw it at me," I command, he suddenly picks up a piece of grass while staring at me and threw it at me. "Wh...
