ne t'en fais pas

one day

you're going to wake up and
not a single thought of me
will race through your mind
because you've forgotten
the time we've spent together.

but i won't be mad because i
know it's just for the best, this
way i can no longer cause you
pain like i did for so long even
though i know it'll hurt like hell
in this place i'm forced to occupy.

i'm tired of coming back and
ruining your life and others, so
this is my final goodbye in hopes
of allowing you to live a wonderful,
bright, loving life of your own.

- november 6, '17 ; 00:30