ne t'en fais pas

my thoughts

are not ones i like or want
to ever be left alone with.

they are dark and scary,
just bringing frightening
memories i was left with-
all involving you.

at night i lay awake while
everyone sleeps, but
it's not a good thing like most
think; i cry, scream, and
harm- myself and things
that surround me.

my thoughts are scary
but i am forced to try
and deal with them.

why must i?

because my thoughts,
they are all that i have.

- november 14 : 12:31