The First Text (A Why Don't We Fanfiction)

Chapter 18

{Side Note- Here's a kinda short chapter for y'all, hope you enjoy! Please don't be weirded out by this chapter lmao😂}

As we walk out of the changing room about 2 minutes later, my cheeks blush furiously.

That first kiss was... passionate.

And it was with Jack Robert Avery.

I look around but the rest of the boys are at the front of the shop, focused on fooling around and filming it.

Thankfully no one sees us exit and I make my way towards the till to pay.

Jack then goes back towards the boys and he explains that he was just snooping around the back of the shop, achieving skeptical looks from the boys.

I pay and say thanks and I walk out before the boys, still red-faced and my lips feel empty.

Meaning I'm longing for that kiss again.

Oh god, why did I have to lean in and kiss him?

I could've easily rejected him but I didn't and now Jack probably thinks I like him and I surely lead him on. And Zach probably hates me for making Jack like me if he ever finds out and it's only now I realise, what if Jay from back home likes me too? What will I tell him?

This is such a mess.

3 hot boys that like me all at the same time.
I'm starting to get too hot.

My eyes are watering, my breathing gets ragged and my legs feel weak.

I can't see anymore.

I'm finding it really hard to breath and suddenly, my legs give in and I collapse against a wall and slide against it.

I don't even care where I am.

I just sit there and I'm finding it hard to breathe, especially since it's so warm.

Suddenly, I get snapped out of my foggy mind by a voice.

Jonah's voice.

"Yo guys, she's over here! Eli, Eli, can you hear me? What happened?"

I open my eyes slowly to see Jonah crouched down beside me and I can now see we're in an alleyway by a shop, with rubbish bins scattered by us.

"I'm fine. I think."

"Omg Eli, you're crying!" Zach says, as the rest have crouched down by me now.

I didn't even know I was crying.
He goes and touch my face to wipe away a tear but I swat him off.

He seems taken aback but quickly recovers.

"I... uhm. Sorry, I didn't even know I was crying." I apologise to him and he smiles a forgiving smile.

I take deep breaths, in and out, in and out and I feel better now because I can finally breathe normally.

"Eli, I think you had a panic attack..." Daniel tells me.

"Did I?" I say, now having composed myself.

Although, I know I did. It was an anxiety attack, a panic attack because I was just over-thinking about this whole situation.

Fuck, now the boys have seen me looking like a mess.

But they don't seem to care as they all reassure me in order to calm me down.

As soon as I actually feel a lot better and the boys have bought me fresh water to drink, we're ready to go back home.

Home. Oh my god, I just called their home, my home?