After hearing a loud banging on the door, my eyes force themselves open and I hazily look around the room, dried tears streaked onto my face. Geez, I wonder who that could be. That's sarcasm, by the way.
"Go away Mark, I'm not in the mood." I grumble. "Ughhhh.." I grab the blanket and wrap myself in it, rolling onto the other side of the bed.
"Babe, let me in! Please! It's cold out here." He started banging at the door louder and louder, getting more desperate with every thump.
I scoff. Yeah, like your heart.
"THEN STAY COLD, YOU LITTLE FAGGOT ASS BITCH!"
Who said I couldn't handle this situation?
Yeah, I did.
I let him in anyways.
"Mark, I'm being clear. I want you out of this house by tomorrow morning and that's final. We're through." And with that, I left him with a confused face, and began trudging myself back upstairs.
"What did I do wrong? I gave you all my time, ate all of your home-cooked food, spent money on you, and of course, I loved you." He said.
Is he being serious right now? I turned around and faced him.
"Oh? What did you do wrong, you ask? Hmm, let me think of some.... What about the times where you were too distracted with your phone to even notice me there, though I was literally RIGHT. Next. to you? What about when you didn't even try my lasagna that made especially for you? Hmm...what about missing our anniversary night? Yeah, yesterday, and instead, spent it cheating on me probably with some whore and then coming back the next day with the nerve to wonder what you did wrong? Tell me, Mark, what did you do wrong??" I said, as my tears of anger and sadness begin collecting in my eyes.
"Ella, don't call Sarah a whore. You don't know her." He said with a heavy tone.
"OH MY GOSH, is that all you have to say?" I yelled with fury
No. Hold it in. You can't show your weak side to him. Especially not now.
"You're always so damn clingy all the time. You expect me to give you all this time to you, but news flash Ella, i'm an idol! I'm busy rehearsing and making money while you sit here all day long being a lazy bum. So what if i didn't give you my time for a day, i need my space too you know!" He yelled.
He never yelled at me like that before. Is this really how he felt? Was i too clingy? But, how dare he call me lazy. It makes my blood boil inside.
"Wow. So I'm clingy now? Just because I care for you, make sure you're healthy, love you, and make sure you come home to a nice clean house? I'M CLINGY? And just because you're an idol, doesn't mean that i'm not busy either you know. I make money too to support both of us and it hurts to know that you think of me as a lazy person." I screamed with tears streaming down my face.
"Dont raise your voice at me Ella. I'm trying my hardest not to walk out on you right now." He said in between sighs.
I scoffed. "Fine if you really feel that way, then leave. Walk out. I don't care anymore." I walked up the stairs into MY bedroom and heard the door open and close. This was it, he was gone forever.
Sometimes it's better to let go.
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Okay so I'm currently in Algebra II atm and its awkward so Imjust gonna publish this part and then do the rest tonight. I already have nine chapters written but Im just gonna give you guys a tease (;
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