Cassandra slept around a lot.
No one knew what her problems were. They didn't know she didn't eat or that she was severely depressed, or that she was so close to insanity, that nothing would help her. All they knew was that she was a "slut" who liked sex. Cassie was nothing of the sort. She needed attention. She wasn't getting any from her parents. So she got it another way.
Random guys from her college would come upto her and ask her to have sex with them. This is no normal way to approach someone but with all the rumours going round. She was used to it. She liked it. The attention she got, even if it was just for 10 minutes.
Cassie never loved anyone. She hated everything, and mostly everyone. She didn't know the feeling of love. The short bit of attention that her parents would give her every so often when they felt like it. Gave her false hope every time. Which led to trust issues.
She barley had Michelle anymore because she was constantly with Tony and Jal was too busy with her study's and orchestra practice.She hated herself for what she was doing. She felt disgusting but it would almost make her laugh. She thought it was hilarious how she could get all these guys, but not the one thing she actually needed. Someone who would actually love her. She never thought that day would ever come.
Maybe if she didn't eat, she'd be beautiful enough for someone.
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There once was a girl who never ate
FanfictionCassandra Ainsworth, once was a girl who never ate. She didn't want to die but living wasn't exactly for her either..