Letters to Will (on hold)

My Guardian Angel

Trinity's POV

"Jaynlyn! Wait for me!" I took off after her, but I couldn't find her. The hospital looked so weird, I'm not even sure this is the hospital. "Jaynlyn? Please come back, I don't know where I am," I cried out. I started to cry, I have no idea what to do.

"Haven't I told you pretty girls shouldn't cry?"

My body froze, every muscle in my body was unresponsive. That voice, it can't be, he's dead. "W-wh-wh-who are you?"

He chuckled, "What girl doesn't recognize her own father? I know it's been awhile, but geez girl."

"Da-daddy?" I turned around and there he was, a dead man walking. "I'm dead. I really am dead." I dropped to the ground and put my hands to my face and just cried.

I felt some warm arms wrap around me, so I looked up. It really was him, I couldn't believe my eyes. My dad died when I was ten. It was the most pain I have ever felt, until now. "Shhhh Trinity baby, you're not dead. It's a long story baby, I don't even quite understand it myself, I just took the advantage to see my little girl again. It's been so long and you've grown so much. Everything is gonna be okay."

I looked at him long and hard. I didn't know what to think nor what I should believe in anymore. "If I'm not dead, then what is all this? Explain that to me."

I looked up at my dad and he sighed, "Like I said, it'll be complicated Trin."

"Apparently I have plenty of time on my hands, since ya'know my mother, best friend and fiance can't seem to see or hear me."

"I knew that day would come. You and Will were always meant to be. Your mother and I both knew it too, you guys were such good friends and I noticed how he looked at you in awe. He's cared so much for you since day one. If I had to pick one man in this entire world to care for you, it would be him."

I couldn't help it, I just had to smile. The smile brought happiness, but also pain to my heart. How is someone supposed to react or feel after seeing your father, who is dead, after eight years? "How do I know this is real? Can't I be making all this up in my mind? For all I know this is a big dream that's part of my fantasy."

He got up and reached for my hand. "Take my hand, I'll show you."

I got up and took his hand into mine. The last time I was able to do this was the day he was taken from my world and brought into the next. Our surroundings began to look like the hospital again. I could see other people, rooms in the hospital and hear the voices of others. That's when I realized where he was taking me. I stopped walking and looked at the ground. "Please don't, I don't know if I can handle all their tears and suffering."

He gave my hand a reassuring squeeze and said, "The daughter I raised was taught to face her fears, not sit around and take in the punches life throws at you. You can handle this, we can handle this together. Remember, together forever?"

"Forever together," I said and squeezed his hand back. We walked into the room and their was quite a few people in here. People from school, some of my favorite teachers and there's flowers everywhere. My gaze lingered at the person sitting at my bedside. Will was still there, holding my hand with fresh tears on his face, but he had fallen asleep. He has such big bags under his eyes, it looks like being sleep deprived finally took over. I let go of my father's hand and took a seat on my bed next to Will. I started to reach out to him, but then I remembered I couldn't touch him. "What am I dad? Or what is all of this? I can't even touch him." I look back over at him to await an answer and that's when I saw tears on his face. He was looking over at my mom and that's when I understood.

"What I would give to touch, feel and even kiss her again," He said as he reached out to touch her. He looked back over at me and put a small smile on her face. "I can explain what is happening to you, but not to me. You don't really need to know about me anyways since you'll be waking up sometime." He waited to see if I would say anything, but I just stared at him waiting for him to continue. "Have you ever heard of an out of body experience Trinity?"