Letters to Will (on hold)

Us Against The World

Trinity's POV

My anniversary dinner and movie couldn't have been any better. Time flew by before I could realize that today was Saturday. The day I was going to see the surgeon. I'm not sure how I feel right now. I've always had the fear of surgeries, hospitals and doctors but right now I feel okay. Will and my mom are both going with me today to the hospital. Which I guess is why I feel a little bit calmer about the situation.

"Trinity, Will's here." My mom hollered from downstairs. "So hurry up. We're about to leave baby."

"I'll be down in a sec." With a quick look in the mirror to make sure everything looked alright I walked down the stairs. Will was standing next to my mom in the kitchen. "Hey stranger."

He looked over at me and smiled. "Hey there. You ready to go?"

"Yeah. I guess we better go. Let me get my purse from my room. I forgot it up there."

"I'm gonna go start the car and wait outside. Don't be too long Trinity."

"I won't be too long mom. I'll be back down in a second Will." I ran back up the stairs and looked into my mirror. Now that I think about it, I actually am really scared. I'm afraid of what the doctor is going to say. I tried thinking positive and all I did was lie to myself. I couldn't help it, I started to cry. Instead of going back downstairs I sat on my bed and cried.

"Trinity?" Will walked into my room and his expression immediately changed to concern. "What's wrong?"

"I don't know why you even asked." I said as I wiped away some of the tears on my face. "I'm almost positive you know why I'm crying."

He sighed and then put his arms around me. "You have nothing to be afraid of Trin. I'll be there, your mom is gonna be there and then you'll have the support of Hazel when you tell her how it went."

"I have everything to be afraid of Will! This isn't just about me. It could be cancerous for all I know. This involves everyone who means something to me, especially you Will." I leaned into him and started crying harder.

Will put his hands on my back and started rubbing them in a circular motion. "Shhhh. I know you're scared. I can't relate to what you're going through, but that doesn't mean I can't be there for you every step of the way. If the tumor does happen to be cancerous will get it removed and fight the battle together. You won't ever be alone, not ever. It's you and me against the world."

I sat there in his arms for a minute trying to calm down and then the next thing I know something wet lands on the top of my head. I look up to see Will looking down at me and crying too. I take his face into my hands and then wiped away his tears. "This could be a big battle, but with you by my side I'll be ready to fight." I looked into his eyes for a moment and then I leaned forward to rest my head against his. "I don't know what I'd do without you William. You're my shoulder to lean on."

"And you're my rock." He looked at me and kissed away one of the tears that escaped. "I could kiss you right about now."

I put my lips next to his ears and smiled. "Then why don't you do it?" I whispered.

He pulled me fully into his lap and then brought me real close. "It was just a statement. I was going to either way." He whispered back. Will cupped his hands around my face and then lowered his lips to mine. At first he gave me a teasing brush against the lips. Then I decided that's when I wanted more than just a tease. I pulled him down lower and deepened the kiss. My hands found their way to his chest and then made their way into his luscious black hair. He brushed his tongue against my lips begging for entrance. I bit his lower lip in reply. I could feel the smile on his face and then he decided to pull back. "You are such a tease Mrs. Farrington."