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A year went by from the day I first saw you.

Time flies so quick. Now we are a grade higher than last year. 10th grade.

And this year a new student joined us. It's her.

She was already troubling me in the tution classes and now she even joined this school. Wasn't it enough for her to hurt me on tution?

I was tired to see you and her clinging on our education class now I had to bare it everyday in school.

And yes you are in a relationship with her. It's been few months since you two started dating and me finding out.

That day I cried the most in my life. I didn't attend school for few days cause I was not ready to see you with her.

I have also seen you and her kissing a few times.  And honestly I felt like I should have burned my eyes rather than watching that.

It hurts really bad. I feel a stinging pain in my chest everytime I think about you. Thinking that you are not mine. Thinking that she is doing the things that I would have done with you. Thinking that I could have been your firsts.

And I can't even complain that she doesn't deserve you or you deserve her. You both are perfect. You both look good and make a cute couple.

You and her look better than I would have looked with you.

She is pretty I am not. She is a good student I am not. She has that figure every guy wants. She is basically everything I am not.

So it was obvious that you would choose her not me.

I was so stupid to even think that me and you are possible. I don't deserve you. You are too handsome for me.

I feel like trash, you and her made me feel like it.

I said I will get over you when you get in a relationship but I can't, I can't Kim Taehyung.

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