Started With A Crush (Kim Taehyung Fanfiction, BTS V)

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The day I Confessed to you.

Today I am finally Confessing. I hope you accept my feelings. I was never nervous more than today. It's too much. I was shaking and I felt cold.

I asked you to hangout with me. I kind of gave you hint that it's more like a date. I hope you can catch it.

I dressed the best I can look. At 12 pm we headed to the amusement park.

We went in many rides. I was scared to death in the haunted house and then screamed my lungs out in the roller coaster. You kept making fun of me.

I enjoyed. We both were smiling.

We went to the food court to have our lunch. You paid the bill. I wanted it to spilt into half but you paid the whole bill.

It was evening and you asked me to ride the Ferris wheel, I agreed.

We were enjoying the view when we were in a high level from the ground. I thought it is the time.

So I started the conversation saying that I need to tell you something. You said you too need to tell me something.

We both argued about who should go first. After a long time you decided to go first.

You said you have a crush and want my help to get her. She is your new neighbor.

I wanted to cry. I was heartbroken agian. I was late again. Someone stole you again.

I just smiled through the pain with teary eyes and agreed to help you. You don't know how much it hurted.

You asked about what I wanted to tell. It was now no use cause I will get rejected very badly. Knowing the answer I didn't wanted to risk our friendship.

I told I have a crush on someone from our school. I know I'm stupid. I didn't had anything else in my mind, so I made that up right in the spot.

You asked his name but I refused to tell. I can't say your name nor I wanted to drag anyone else in this lie.

You came to leave me in home. You hugged me and said goodbye and then left.

I watched your figure disappear. Then you turned a last time to wave me. I waved back and whispered that I love you. You didn't hear it.

Then you disappeared from my sight completely.

I went in my home and locked myself in my room.

I cried the whole night. My parents came to knock my door but I just told them to leave me alone and I'm fine.

I stared at my reflection in the mirror.

Am I really that ugly that you never felt anything for me? Am I really that boring that no one takes interest on me?

Am I too ugly for you Kim Taehyung?