Started With A Crush (Kim Taehyung Fanfiction, BTS V)

😕

Mix feelings is all I am having.

As promised I spend the whole weekend with my boyfriend.

We cuddled, kissed and had little make-out sessions. That's it. We didn't take any further step in our relationship.

I am still a virgin and I am 21 year old. And I am proud of it. I am saving it for the right time and person.

After the inter-university competitions you and I met a few times for friendly hangout.

We have also exchanged our new phone numbers and added each other at every possible social networking sites.We often talk over texts.

I love spending time with you.

You still don't know the real reason behind me leaving my hometown few years back. And I am okay with it.

I love the way things are going.

I am happy with my boyfriend. You are back in my life as a really good friend.

The only thing is bothering is that my feelings are coming back for you.

I don't want to break up with my boyfriend just for you, knowing that you still see me as a friend. That is stupid.

But it's also wrong being with someone when you have feelings for other person.

I am having mixed feelings.

I like my boyfriend. He is really sweet and caring and he is so much like you. And he likes me back. I am happy with our six months relationship. I don't want to break his heart.

I really like you too. I have been liking you since I was like 15 year old. I also used to love you. I had really strong feelings for you once. And if I continue to be with you my strong feelings might come back stronger.

Is this some kind of drama going on in my life?

Why are you doing this to Kim Taehyung?