Started With A Crush (Kim Taehyung Fanfiction, BTS V)

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The next day.

I woke up feeling something hugging me and a light headache.

I open my eyes and come back to sense. I saw you and me hugging and sleeping in the same room.

I quickly broke the hug and check my clothes. You groaned. Thank god, we were still in our clothes from yesterday.

Memories from yesterday came in my head. As I was half drunk I still remember everything I did.

I regretted kissing you back. I shouldn't have. It wouldn't have been wrong if I wasn't in a relationship.

The fact that was killing me is that you said you love me.

You came back to senses and had a worried-shocked face.

You looked at me and I started crying. You apologized to me about everything yesterday happened.

I never thought I would be a girl who will cheat on her boyfriend. People will call me a slut if they came to know about it.

I yelled at you and told you to leave. I need some time to think.

I hate it that when I was getting over you when everything was going fine. When I was happy, you came in my life.

Why do you always keep making me weak? Why do you always keep ruining my happiness?

How am I going to face my boyfriend? He is a really sweet guy. He will be really heartbroken if he comes to know about it.

How am I going to face you. Now things will never be the same.

Will my boyfriend break up with me? Even if he doesn't will I be happy with him. I am happy the most when I am with you. Now that you love me back should I go with you?

I need advice. I am not capable of taking this huge decision alone.

I want to be with you but I don't want to break my boyfriend's heart.

I need my mom. Sure she is more experienced than me. She will definitely help me out. And she will understand me.

I quickly cleaned myself and changed my clothes.

With that  I headed towards my hometown taking a train.

Sorry for yelling at you earlier Taehyung.