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After the finals, a new life.

After our exams finished and I collected my marksheet and left towards Seoul. I will study the two years of highschool in Seoul.

The last time I saw you is when we both went on a friendly hangout, the day before I left. I will remember this hangout the most.

I didn't tell you that I was leaving. I wanted to see you happy before I leave nor I wanted you to stop me. And you were. You are really happy with your girlfriend.

My parents agreed on me leaving and continuing higher studies in a different and more developed city.

They will send me money, but however I have to work for my own too. I need to start being independent. I don't want to a burden to anyone.

But I will completely not be independent. I will live with my relatives as I am still not a legal adult.

The money sent by my parents will be used for paying anything related to college and studies. I will get free food and a place to live from my relatives. And the money I will make will be saved for my future or if I need to buy anything extra, like clothes and makeup.

I settled everything in my new room. My uncle and aunt are nice to me and so are my cousins.

I miss you. You even called my previous number but I didn't receive. I wanted to pick the call and say how much you mean to me but I can't. I shouldn't.

You send me messages asking where I am and why did I leave. You worried about me.

Knowing that I left you so confused I replied with a simple text saying that I'm fine and not to worry, and never to contact me again. I will still be by your side even I'm physically not there.

And with that I changed my phone number and kept the old SIM card deep inside a locker.

This is probably my last time I will ever have strong feelings towards you. I will miss every single thing about you but I have to forget it and move on.

I want to be yours but I can't so I moved away from your life.

I hope you always stay happy and healthy.

I wish you luck for your future.

Sorry Kim Taehyung.

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