Started With A Crush (Kim Taehyung Fanfiction, BTS V)

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Bye bye hospital.

Today after lunch I was getting discharged. I am so happy.

You came to visit me daily. I also introduced you to my ex-boyfriend, Baekhyun.

As I was having my afternoon nap I woke up hearing people talk. I heard their conversation clearly.

I recognised one voice. It Baekhyun.

He has cancer.

The doctor said he will not be able to make it and have a few days left. Then he replied saying that it's okay, he don't have anyone to live for anymore. The person he love is happy without him.

Hearing all this made my heart break into peices. Tears rolled down my eyes.

I feel so bad. I hurt him and left him when he needed me. I am such a bad person.

After the doctor left I sat up and faced him with teary eyes. He was shocked.

I asked him why did he lied and how long it had been since he is suffering.

He didn't answer and told it was not true. How is a doctor supposed to lie and my ears are perfectly fine. I yelled at him then he spilled it out.

He came to know about it after our inter-university competition. He didn't wanted me to get worried and make me feel sad. There was still hope that he could survive so he didn't inform me.

He knew it was almost impossible for him to survive after few weeks. Then I asked about breaking up. He didn't wanted to hold me back or argue about it.

Because he knew he was going to die anyways and would not be able to take care of me. He wanted someone who could take care of me and that was the chance. I left him and went to you.

He wanted to stop his treatment and die quickly but his family insisted and continued the treatment even it was useless.

I broke down into tears. How can a person love me so much. He loves me so much and all I did was hurt him.

I went to him and hug him and cried and apologized.

Why didn't he tell me about it earlier?

He begged me to calm down but I couldn't. I am so bad. I never thought I would do this to anyone. Hurting someone.

I calmed myself down and said that he should have told me. He replied saying he didn't wanted to. Because he didn't wanted my life to be miserable after his death.

He wanted me to live happily without any guilt.

But it's too late. I already feel guilty for leaving him. I'm not going to forgive myself.

I shouldn't have been so selfish.