Started With A Crush (Kim Taehyung Fanfiction, BTS V)

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Few years later

Now I am 21 year old and a university student. I am majoring in History and English.

I have changed a lot after I left my home. At the age of 20 I started living alone in an apartment, moving out of my relative's house.

If I can care about myself I should. I bought the apartment with the money saved from my work. I have been working as a part time employee at a pizza place for almost four years now since I moved.

I have tried dating but none seemed to catch my heart like you did a few years ago.

Until I met a boy who attends the same university as I do. He is like you in many ways. His personality is so much like you.

The difference is that he sees me more than a friend and cares for me as his girlfriend.

Yes, I am in a relationship and it's my first. I started dating him a few months back. He is nice.

He almost makes me forget you but also somehow reminds me of you. As I told he is so much like you.

His name is Baekhyun.

Years have passed and I don't have any news about you. How have you been and what are you doing, is she still your girlfriend? I have have many questions to ask you. But I can't.

I can't say that I am totally over you but now I have less feelings for you.

Life is going good. I am happy. I don't feel hurt anymore.

I feel more beautiful and I have more humour in general. I don't have to try to be funny it comes out naturally.

But I still feel guilty leaving you without any saying. It was a childish act. I want to apologize but I lost contact with you.

I visit my hometown every time I get a chance. Weekends or long time holidays.

A few months ago, while I was in my hometown I tried contacting you. I visited your home but it was locked. I asked your neighbors, they said that your family moved out years ago. And your parents are no longer together.

I wish I can apologize to you for everything than I can get the burden of guilty off me.

And then I can forget you completely with no regrets.