Chapter 16

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(Castiels p.o.v.)

I wake up and notice I'm alone in the bed and I get dressed and head out into the hallway and I get down to the lobby and I hear dean yelling

"OK FINE I DIDN'T LIKE IT DOING IT WITH CAS WAS A MISTAKE I REGRETED EVERYTHING I SONT LOVE HIM HE'S NOTHING TO ME"

My heart shatters into a million pieces "that's what you think dean" I say and he turns around "oh the queer actually talks" lizzy says and I stack her until dean pulls me off and I push him off.

"don't touch me you piece of shit" I say walking to the elevator "cas wait" he says grabbing my arm and I jerk it back "what dean want to say hurtful things to my face now" I say in tears "cas I can expl-"

"NO DEAN NO MORE EXPLAINING IM DONE IM JUST A MISTAKE REMEBER YOU REGRET IT YOU DON'T LOVE ME OH AND HOW COULD I FORGET IM NOTHIG TO YOU SO I'LL LEAVE YOU ALONE I HATE YOU DEAN WINCHESTER DON'T TALK TO ME OR EVER TOUCH ME AGAIN AND ONCE WE GET BACK HOME PRETEND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME IM GONNA GO BACK TO MY ORIGINAL LIFE WITH OUT YOU IN IT I HATE YOU"

I get into the elevator and sit down and cry my eyes out I can't believe this had just happened to me I never thought dean could be this horrible I trusted him but I can't trust him any more.

Once I get to my room I just pack everything of mind into my bags and dean comes in three the door "cas please listen to me" he says but I rush past him to the elevator and he rushes in and it starts to go down "cas I-" "don't call me cas don't even say my name dean I'm done with you I hate you" I say hitting him.

"I hate you I hate you I hate you" I say hitting him and he grabs my arms and since he's so much stronger than me he makes me stops and pins me against the wall and looks at me and kisses me and I bite his lip and push him back and the elevator door opens and I run out of the elevator to the lobby and run Ito our art teacher.

"cas come with me please" she says and we go into a different room "I here what happened to you and dean" she says and I cover my face "everyone knows now and it's going to be everywhere" I say "Castiel sweetie listen to me I know what he said and did to you was wrong but if you want to talk about it-" "no please no" I say.

"ok" "do I have to sit next to him on the plane" I ask "yes you do I'm sorry" she says and I stay to cry "why is t always me" I say and she hugs me "ssshhh I'm so sorry" she says brushing my hair down.

"we'll we have to leave for the plane ok let's go" she says and I grab my stuff and we head to the plane and we get on and I sit on the window side cause I don't even care for heights anymore I don't care for anything .

I'm listening to my music with my sponge bob head phones and  I turn my head I see dean kissing lizzy and I just give up I'm ready to die right now and they pull away and he says something and she smacks him and he gets up and head over to his seat and I shut my eyes.

I take off my head phones and put them away then dean turns to me "why won't you listen to me I mean it's not like you liked it anyways" he says "your really stupid" I say "how" he says.

"ever sing the day Ive seen you I had a crush on you and when I kissed you it was amazing and when we pretended to date I loved I then you told me how I'm important to you how I'm special to you we had sex dean but now I know everything you said you did we did was all a lie I know now that you've been lieing to me and then you go kiss lizzy the girl I thought you didn't like and now I'm broken you broke me so just don't talk to me ok" I say putting my music back on and turn the other way fixing my glasses on crying wilding my tears away.

He ruined my life

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