Hero's (Destiel/sabriel) *UP FOR REVISIONS*

Chapter 32

(Castiels p.o.v.)

"Dean what are we going to do we start school tomorrow and I don't control when these wings pop out or not" I say pointing to my wings.

" listen angel we are gonna get this down okay" dean says and I nod "good" he says pecking my lips and I smile "now focus" he says and I nod.

"Just think away the wigs" he says and I nod 'to away go away go away' I say in my head "anything" I say and he shakes his head "ugh this is too hard" I say covering my face and my wings covering me so I'm in a shell.

"Cas baby you don't just think it believe that they will go down" he says and kisses me and I kiss back wrapping my arms around his neck.

I feel my feet lift off the ground "cas were floating in the air" dean whispers on my lips "I don't care right now" I say and continue to kiss him.

"Boys I don't think flying will help him control his wings" Sam says and we pull away and I let to of dean and he falls "dean" I say and I lower my self to the floor and make my wings go away.

"Are you okay dean" I say and he smiles "yeah" he says "cas your wings you made them leave" he says and I smile "yeah I guess I did" I say and we get up.

" so is there a reason why you interrupted us" i ask Sam "yes were going out for dinner and you guys have to get ready" he says and leaves.

"We need to shower" dean says and I smile and I close and lock the door and he pulls me into the bathroom and locks the door.

" now where were we" dean says attaching our lips and pushing me against the wall and I unbutton his shirt and pull it off and drop if on the floor.

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"Dean that tickles" I say when he rubs his hands on my sides "sorry I just love your wet naked body" dean says as the water runs down our bodies.

"Now before you interrupted us" dean says attaching his lips to my neck thrusting into me and he grips my hips and I push my chest harder against the shower wall.

We both hit out highs and wash off before getting out of the shower "here" I say handing dean a suit "no no no I don't do suits" he says.

" come on we're going some where fancy you have to" I say and he sighs and puts it on and I go into the bathroom to change and once I come out he's ready.

"Whoa your so hot" I say and he laughs "so are you angel" he says pecking my lips and puts my trench coat on me "I love you" he says "I love you too" I say and we walk down stairs.

"Oh y god you got him to wear a suit" Ellen says "how do you do it" Charlie says and I laugh "I don't know" I say "it must be his angel powers" Sam says and I laugh "come on guys the sooner it's over the sooner I can get out of this suit" dean says.

"And the sooner you can get cas' out of his" gabe says "your just jealous that I get more action then you" I say "he's right" Sam says and dean laughs.

" boys you better not act Ike this in the restaurant or god help me" Ellen says "we won't we promise" we all say "that's what all boys say" joe says " well your just jealous you can't get one" I say and she punches me in the face and I slap her.

"Hey" dean says "stop it now" he says and I look out the window "joe you okay" he says and from the corner of my eye I see him checking her slap mark.

" Im fine dean thank you" she says and I get so angry that My eyes start glowing "cas your eyes" dean says "I know" I snap at him and once the car stops at a light I get out.

"Cas where are you going get back into the car" dean says opening the door "no just go I don't want to" I say "cas your acting like a child get in" dean snaps.

" no just go with out me" I say and dean gets out along win every one else after they pull over into the dirt "cas your being childish" dean says "i don't care Im going home just leave" I snap at him.

"Are we seriously doing this" dean says "dean I got punched in the face but you checked her slap instead of me" I say "cas is this what it's about" dean says angry.

"You know what forget it" I say walking away "good leave" joe says and I turn around and dean does nothing "she's right if you don't want to be here so bad then just go home" he says.

" I will and if I'm not there by the time you get back you'll know why" I say some how flashing back into deans room and I start crying.

I change out of my clothes into some pjs and I grab some blankets and pillows and I walk I to the living room and I lay down on the couch crying.

" why do I get this way why am I so jealous" I say and I close my eyes and listen to the tv, why can't I just not fight with him but she punched me and he didn't even check if I was okay.

It hurts my face and my heart I feel like he doesn't even care when I open my eyes my wings are wrapped around me and I sigh.

" what's wrong with me" I cry out "he told me to go I know I wanted to but if he cared he would have made me stay" I say into my hands.

"I'm only acting this way cause I'm scared of losing you why can't you see this" I yell and hear the TV fuzz up and I cry "I ruin everything" I say.

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It's 10 and no ones back yet Im lonely but I bet no one wants to hang out with me "I'm sorry dean I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I love you I'm sorry" I say.

But sadly he isn't here to say I love you too and I doubt he ever will again "I want you here dean" I say and it up and make my wings go back and I walk to the room and I grab the sponge bob head phones and my phone and I listen to 'Drop in the ocean' Ron pope, 'mr.bright side' by the killers,' check yes Juliet' and 'sad song' by we the kings all on loop.

I close my eyes and try falling asleep but I can't so it's me off the head phones and lay there in silence "why can't I go to sleep" I say and then and there.

I fall asleep

(Deans p.o.v.)

"We need to go home" I say "dean were on our way just calm down "no I can't I need to see my angel I need my angel" I say " dean you don't need him" joe says and I glare at her.

" shut up I don't like you I love him I'm not GOIG through this again I need him" I say and we park and I run up to my room and he's not there and I sigh and get changed.

Then I realize that some pillows and blankets are missing so I rush to the living room and see him sleeping there on the boy couch so I climb next to him and spoon him.

"Dean" he mumbles "dean I miss you please come home" he mumbles again "I am here angel" I say and he slowly turns around and he shoves his face into my neck.

"I'm sorry" he says "cas we'll talk about it tomorrow okay we just need to sleep" I say and he looks at me and nods and I turn off the TV and bring him upstairs and we lay down in the bed and we cuddle up together and go to sleep.