Hero's (Destiel/sabriel) *UP FOR REVISIONS*

Chapter 37

(Castiels p.o.v.)

I wake up the next morning and my body is so sore so I stay in bed and silently cry but i stop right away when dean gets up and I close my eyes but feel him stare at me.

I hear footsteps and a door close and I open my eyes seeing dean went into the bathroom and I sigh in relief and try getting up but my legs go to jelly and fall.

Until some one catches me that is and I look up and see dean with his tooth brush in his mouth and I look away and he picks me up and lays me back on the bed.

"Cas-" "no" i say and he turns around and closes the bathroom door and I attempt to get up again and I slowly walk down to the kitchen and Clasp on a chair.

"Oh my god cas what happened to you" sam says as him and gabe Rush over to me and i just shake my head and look up at them.

"Everything was fine last night we cleaned and you and dean-" gabe says and stops and I stare at him and he hugs me "no not again" he says.

"Gabe please don't do anything stupid" I say " cas the last abusive relationship you were in you ended up in the hospital I'm not gonna let that happen again" he says.

"I'm not gonna let it get abusive.....that's why we're not together for a while" I say tears filling up in my eyes "cas you don't deserve to go through this again" gabe says pulling away.

"I can't believe dean could do that to you" sam says obviously looking disappointed in dean and speak of the guy he walks down the stairs with red puffy eyes he's been obviously crying.

"Don't say anything guys" I whisper and they nod usually my body would heal I mean it did when I slit open my hand but it just won't heal.

"Hey guys I'm gonna go be back later" he says grabbing his keys and turning and looks at me and I look back and he looks down and walks out closing the door and I cry.

" God I love him so much" I say and my wings pop out and wrap around my body "cas please don't cry" gabe says but I cry harder "I love him so much" I choke out.

"I need him I love him he's-im in love with him" I say slowly getting up with the help with gabe and sam "where are you going" sam asks "I need to lay down" I say and they help me to the couch.

"Will you guys stay with me" I say and they nod sitting on each side of me and I rap my wings around them "thank you" I say and gabe turns on the tv and 'big fat liar" is on and we watch it.

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I wake up on the couch with no wings a even more sore body and alone I guess I must have passed out during the movie so I check the time and it's mid night.

I slowly get up and I hear a crash and walk into the kitchen and see dean on the floor with a broken beer bottle on the floor next to him and I limp over to him.

"Dean are you okay" I say and he rolls over on the glass and his face scrunches up in pain and I quickly help him up and bring him to the couch and take off his shirt making him lay down on his stomach.

"Okay stay like this let me go get some tweezers" I say moving as fast as I can and come back with some and dean is on the floor on his back.

"Damn it dean" I say helping him back on the couch and start picking the pieces of glass out of his back and some of his arm and he just whines and whines.

"Shh dean it's okay" I whisper in his ear and he shivers and I blush and continue picking the glass out of his back but he still doesn't stop.

"H-hurts" he cries out and my heart drops and I frown picking the rest of the glass out of his back and wipe and clean up his back and I kiss his back up and down.

"C-cas c-cold" dean whispers so I put and shirt back on him and wrap him around in a blanket and I bring my wings out and wrap my arms and wings around him.

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"Cas please just one kiss" he says opening his eyes looking straight into mine "no dean we're not together" I say and he pouts "you made me feel better when you kissed my back and are laying with me why not a kiss" he asks.

"Cause im scared that I'll take you back too soon and I can't dean you beat the shit out of me and I'm not healing like an angel should so I'm scared" I say pulling my wings away from him standing up.

"I won't give up on us cas" dean says obviously sobering up "maybe you should" I say turning to face him and he's standing up.

"I won't give up" he says and I look down and he grabs my hands and I look up and we're face to face "I won't give up on us cas....ever" he whispers in my ear and pulls away walking up the stairs without another word.

Suddenly my wings go back and I'm on the couch just staring at the ground and deans voice keeps replaying in my head 'I won't give up on us cas....ever'.