Hero's (Destiel/sabriel) *UP FOR REVISIONS*

Chapter 36

(Deans p.o.v.)

"Cas come on he hurt all of us" I say as cas ignores me again as we walk into the room after cleaning al of the mess up "CASTIEL Novak I was just helping" I say and he turns around.

"No dean helping to you is always hurting some one I mean can't you just help some one with out fucking hurting some one else" he says and I sigh.

"I not good with helping with out violence im not good with my emotions and you know that" I say and he rolls his eyes " but your good at flirting with the waitress and every girl in there thought you wanted to get in THEYRE pants even I thought you were going to leave with the lady at the front desk thing" he says crossing his arms.

"So now I'm not good with helping and you thought I was gonna cheat wow cas im not that shallow" I say glaring at him "I mean you cheated on Lisa with me in s closet" cas says and I pin him to the wall.

"Yeah cause i relished I liked you more than her and sure I flirt it's just what I do to make you jealous cause your so cute when you are but no now your being a dick" I say.

"So it's still cheating and it's wrong" he says " remember you were apart of that kiss as much as I was" I say and he scoffs "so I wasn't dating anyone at the time you were so don't make me look like the bad guy" he says.

I step away from him and laugh "maybe I should have stayed with Lisa" I say and he smiles "fine then go back to her or better yet be the man whore you are and sleep with many girls even guys I don't care any more" he shouts.

" cas your being so fucking ridiculous right now" I say and he laughs "so are you" he says "you know what I'm not going to do this right now" I say.

"What your too scared to let your emotions show so your gonna just stop" he says "no I'm trying to stop my self from doing something very stupid" I say.

"What are you gonna hit me" he yells and I stare at him "well do it then hit me" he screams and I launch at him and push him against the wall and keep on banging him on the wall and he pushes me back.

I then punch him in the stomach and he hits me in the chest and I hit him against the wall again and punch him in the stomach again and again.

I punch him straight in the jaw and he falls to the floor holding his jaw and his mouth is bleeding and he spits it out and stand up and I punch him again making him fall down.

"You wanted a monster well I'll give you one bitch" I say gripping his shirt and pushing him on the floor and punch hi over and over again and he's crying and begging me to stop.

I finally stop and get up and see cas all beaten up and he curls into a little ball crying and I realize what I've done "c-cas" I say kneeling down next to him and touch his arm and he flinches and I pull my hand back.

"I-i didn't th-think you'd a-actually h-hit m-me" he chokes out blood and tears rolling down his face " I-I'm so sorry cas i-i love you" I say and he shakes his head and I feel tears rolling down my cheeks.

"C-cas-" "no dean im giving up on you I thought I could help but I guess I cant" he says slowly getting up "what do you mean" I ask getting up as well " I think we need a break dean" he says.

"What no cas please i-im sorry I love you" I say "dean I've been in an abusive relationship before and I know when to stop and that's now we just need time apart" he says grabbing some blankets and makes a bed in the floor and I lay down in it.

"Sleep in my bed" I say and he turns off the light and lays down and I hear small snores escape his mouth and I stare at the ceiling, who was his last relationship?, and why would they hurt cas.

I honestly don't know what got over me but I hurt my angel and I can't forgive my self for it I love him and now I ruined everything we had.

But not for long