the worst nights

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i spend a lot of time these days
in my room trying not to sleep
or just ignoring the entire world
pretending they dont exist

most of my nights are spent silently
crying into my pillow wondering
if they truly like me (but they rejected you)
(but they have issues)(but your friend said-)
(but the other friend said-)

and my days i drag myself into school
hoping hoping for a glimpse
a touch as we brush past in the hallways
some sign any sign anything

but those nights are the worst
but those nights the only thing that comforts me
is the thing that ripped me apart
but those nights i will always think of you.

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