Dear, My Thereafter

Chapter 7 | Can't Read the Future

" Have a wonder weekend, and don't forget to collect one of the permission slips" Mr. Williams said at the end of the class.

All the students started filing out and stopping by his desk to grab one of the permission slips, that was about a ceremony that is being kept at the Bellas University. I'm don't know what this ceremony is all about or let me just say, I don't know because I don't wanna know.

Finish packing up my stuff, I head to his desk to grab one of the slips, even though I have no interest and would prefer to walk pass it but I would also rather not to be stopped by Mr. Williams about my action. Stuffing the piece of paper in my bag, not even folding it neatly and ready to head for the door Suddenly, I was stopped by this male voice in the room that was occupied by me and three other girls, Mr. Williams of course.

" Just a minute there Miss. Williams, I'd like to have a word with you" He said in an authority tone.

Well I guess I should've just passed those freaking slips since, I would have been stopped anyway, unfortunately I can't predict what's ahead of me.

" Um..... sure" I answered hesitantly but curious about what's coming next, standing in front the desk waiting for him to say something.

" Since you are my second best top student in the class, am giving you this opportunity to attend one of the best universities " he said or more like pause to continue speaking.

Wait..... What did he meant by I am the second best top student?, Who the hell replaced me?. I was always amount the highest set of student, but I didn't knew that I was the second.

" Here is a list of the universities, the application websites are at the back" he handed me around four sheets of papers that content basis information about the universities.

I head out the class and onto the corridors walking pass students, minding my own business and swimming around in my own little bubble until me my phone vibrates in my pocket, popping me from out of that bubble.

I fished it from out my pocket, unlock it and that's when an unknown number pops up on my screen, I click the message viewing the number first, realizing that its the same number that James had called me on the first time, I rolled my eyes, mumbling, "What's the matter now?"....

54 Jackshill Avenue, Its a big blue and black house, you can't miss it. SEE YOU LATER ALICATER :-).

Ohhh shxt the party, I guess I wont be having any alone time today. Or maybe there is, I'll just don't attend, and find an excuse why I couldn't make it, that's pretty easy, easy peasy lemon squeazy. I love you me.

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"Its time for me to take it am the boss right now not gonna fake it not when you go down cause this is my game and you better come to play.

I used to hold my freak back now am letting go I make my own choice yes I run this show so leave the lights on no you can't make me behave.

oh oh ooohhh

So you say am complicated that I must be outta my mind and you had me underrated, rated, rated, rateddd.

OH oh ohhhh, What's wrong with being, what's wrong with being, what's wrong with being Confident, oh oh oohhh........"

I song the lyrics to one of my favourites songs I've loved from before I moved here. I guess it built me, it gave me that stronger feeling within myself, it filled me positively and made me felt worthy of something when ever I felt like am worthless.