Dear, My Thereafter

Chapter 8 | Things went wrong

Terry's POV

" Why you can't even give me a reason why Tash. Is it because you were that bad rude little girl in the past that was smashing ever party that comes her way."

I replay the exacts words that came out of my mouth not under my will, I still can't believe I said that to her, I know am right about what I said, but that's her past and I never wanted to bring it up, I would have never plan to hurt her like that, matter a fact I never plan to hurt her at all.

I didn't want things to return to the way they were but I guess I don't have a choice now because I have officially done it.

Things had just started to look good for us but I have so happen to be the worst person and mess it all up, maybe that's the reason why I can't have children because maybe I would've been a awful parent and mess up every golden moment.

I hope she forgives me, I just hope, because am dying inside right now, am scared like the kids who will eat out the cookie jar and is afraid that they're parents will find out and flog them. I have never known my self being this person, maybe I get too excited when things has started to change.

Sitting on the couch, waiting on her, its been two hours since she have left without saying a word or stopping to hear my words of apology. I tried calling her but I spotted her phone laying on the telephone stand, right where she was talking to her friend Ren.

I like that girl, she's sweet, friendly and really funny, I never had the slightest of knowledge that Tash could have score a friend like that because she hardly even communicates but I guess am wrong, you see there is always things there that I don't know about her, she's like a big book waiting for discovery. And that's why I knew that even thought she was that girl in the past there was always a glow side to her. Waiting.

10: 45 pm, and am freaking out at this point, holding myself from filing a missing report. Pacing around the living room, with me phone clutched tightly in my right palm, if anything bad happens to her am as dead as a turkey for thanks giving.

" Boom, boom, boom" I hear a loud knock on my door.

I ran quickly opening it, I didn't care if it wasn't even her, all I knew was that am waiting for my angel and if that means opening up the door to a bunch of strangers first then that's what I'm going to do.

" Hello goodnight, she.....umm....drank more than she should but it'll rare off by morning to come" a strange boy with brown hair, tall figure and a little muscular body stood in front of me holding my Tashash in his arms. He looks familiar but I can't be bothered to think about that right now.

I didn't bother to protest against what he had just said, my Tashash is alive and that's all I care and what to know about right now. I pull myself to the side motioning for him to come in, he did it urgently than I taught, maybe he cares about her safety as much as I do too. He placed her on the couch and gave me a slight smile before nodding and leaving my house shutting the door behind him.

I didn't bother her as she laid there on the couch peacefully sleeping, I covered her slim body with one of my thick blanket from my room and sat right next to her stroking her hair.

"I love you Tashash Williams and I promise that this time around I will never ever do anything to hurt you again."

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Tash POV

Damn this weird sudden feeling, its just devouring all over my body, my stomach feels like a bunch of littles children playing inside while me head feels like the Grammy Awards is taking place there.