Dear, My Thereafter

Chapter 16 | Examinations

Today started like any other day would, with me hoping for the best. After basically a week of torture and two days of lying for what feels like a little freedom, its been weeks now almost coming to a month and examinations were up, here and about now.

So right now, life's blocking my path towards that little freedom I had and forcing duties and of course exams to be completed. My two days spend with James were hours past and gone by now and I have to head back to school whether I like it or not, for revisions had been in process and exams are not afraid to fail starting as of...

" Next week?" Ren shouted in complete shock.

" Yes Ren, they're starting Monday coming to be exact" I commented rolling my eyes at her. She better be studying cause failing is not an option right now.

" Daah I know" she answered slightly annoyed, causing another roll eye to come her way.

" Yeah right" I stated.

" It just seems so sudden" she bawled.

" Life sweetheart, get use to it. By the way what exams do you have first?" I finished, as I reached for my timetable in my bag pocket.

" I have Biology first" I stated as I turned to look at Ren who's now fumbling around in her bag and looking at me through clenching teeth, trying to force a smile. We've only gotten it this morning and she lost it already.

" You better fine that timetable missy" I glared at her as I walked out the cafeteria with her trailing behind me still fumbling around that bag.

" Hey its only miss placed, I'll find it." and I could tell she was still forcing that smile because I heard it cracking its way out.

Now you're all probably thinking, 'woo everything's back to normal'. Well to answer that, they're not all a 100% normal, due to the few looks of disgust I'll still get from time to time, but I give thanks for time. What happened over the past few weeks and days had been drown out due to time and of course preparations for examinations, cause maybe right now I'd probably still be skipping school. Who knows...? And then Aunty Terry would be pissed at me. Right now I don't want that.

I guess those two days of escape with James calmed me down and of course my appearance in school.

James and I did indeed spend two whole days together, but not only that it gave me the realization of realizations ( if that makes any sense ) and its your enemy can because your best friend while your best friend can become your enemy. So lets just leave it at that for now.

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Examinations

" So are you ready?" Ren asked nervously beside me for what seems like the tenth time, as we make our way to our examinations room. Walking with her every morning always reminds me how we have no class together and that only makes me miss her.

Examinations have only gone two days so far, luckily I have the rest of the week for myself until I resume for the rest of my upcoming exams next week, while its the opposite for Ren. She'd be home most of the time next week though as I'll be busting me ass of here answering questions.

Its surprising though I've made it this far, normally I'm not the girl to even do a quiz. Damn those days are becoming such a blur. Thanks to one person. I do hope they stay there.

" Yes I am and you need to stop freaking out cause you're making me wanna freak out, plus it's not your first exams and we spend too much time studying to really freak out and fail" sighing really hard at my words, while placing a hand on my chest feeling the rapid beat of my heart.