Dear, My Thereafter

Chapter 14 | The thing I said I wouldn't do (part 1)

The rest of the weekend was spend marvellously, with those two days being the two most best days since my break up with Claire. I used the whole weekend texting and talking to Cereen or I guess most of it because I had to stop at some point to research Miss. Martin's home work so I can present her with that essay that I know she would stab me in the heart for if I don't Monday morning. (Note the Hyperbole).

Anyways I did not let that stop me from enjoying and giving myself pleasure in the way that I like. Staying home talking, texting, eating, having the whole house to myself and oh yes not to purposely leave out but also visiting the ice-cream shop definitely not just for ice-creams.

I have to say, Cereen and I have become so close in just a couple of days and now its like we've known each other for quite a while. She's an extremely down to earth girl, something that you'll hardly see in females nowadays.

As for Ren, we didn't quite spend much of our times together. She was too occupied, her brain, senses, energy and emotions needed her more than I do, to prepare her for that fairy tale dream in reality. Her date with Mr. Crush, this was too much of something not to overreact about it and put in full blown hyperbole.

Who the hell gets away with their crush?. The story of having a crush on someone is most likely----

1) Acknowledge yourself that you're basically head over hells for someone who probably don't know you.

2) Put in your spy mood ( stalk them everyday and on every social media ).

3) Try to make them realize your existence and yeah the process continues.

Anyway I'm fully happy for her, Markie and her do look perfectly together.

"Earth to Tash" I muttered to myself after Miss. Martin ordered us to place our essays on her desk while heading out.

Monday has arrived, the beginning of another school week, the weekends were long gone by now and school was in process again, the key through life but I guess this key also comes with unforgettable moments and persons.

I eyed Claire walking towards Miss. Martin's desk where am currently standing placing my work on the already piles of essays and you know of those moments where it seems like life around you is moving in slow motion.?

Well if you do, thats exactly what's happening now while Claire made her way towards us. Walking with her chest high and her head tilled upwards exposing her will defined posture, she fashioned that awful uniform that I hate and to admit it, it sure do looks good on her, clutching tightly around her waist, displaying her board hips.

Realizing that she had gained weight, my eyes grew wider and I can tell she wasn't oblivious to that because a smirk came upon her face showing off a look that says " Hey Tash I'm showing off, glad you caught it hahaha."

However I didn't advert my gaze once, I walked my sight upwards capturing her small breasts and a silver necklace around her neck and my eyes suddenly got watery . I forced myself to blink back the realization that she was wearing the necklace that I bought her on her 17th birthday. Yeah I saved basically all of my money for days so I could've gotten her that necklace.

I wanted to walk up to her and rip it off and scream. "This was when we were best friends, you don't deserve to wear it anymore."

Any hoo my adrenalines were dead and my brain was too lazy to wake up.

"Here you go Miss" she said with such sassiness in her voice, standing beside me and man yes I did felt that electric shock with her being so close to me after so long but nothing last forever and everything was back to normal the minute she stepped through the door.