Her Highness h.s

Chapter 25(Changing)

Song for this chapter;

Just Give Me A Reason - Pink

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I couldn't believe my eyes. There they were again, their hands entwined tightly and smiling at each other. Harry is touching lightly Jess' stomach, what was that all about, a new way to demonstrate their love for everyone in the school's hallway.

He sure looked good, wearing a simple blue heart printed shirt and his skinny jeans, like always. If I saw that shirt on someone else, I would probably laugh my ass off, but he made it look so beautiful on him.

I swear if beauty was illegal, he'd be sentenced for life.

'I don't love her, Lilly. I can't be with her, if I love someone else'

Sigh. Liar.

His words creep their way into my head and making my heart shatter into tiny little pieces. I don't even bother to collect them, because the only person that can collect and fix my pieces is Harry, and only Harry.

Here, I was being pathetic as I observed them both, thinking he had feelings for me and only me. This is why I don't let myself fall, because, people lie about their feelings all the time, not caring if they hurt each others. Just like my parents, my father has been having affairs since I can remember and it's every time with a different woman. My mother is oblivious to it, because she doesn't seem to notice any of the affairs, my father has been having.

I fucking let Harry get to me, even thought I have built walls so high that no one ever has even had the courage to try and break them. But, he's different. Different from everyone else and he actually tried hard to break my walls, and succeeded. Not did he only destroy my walls, but he destroyed my heart with them.

I feel someone nudging me with an elbow, drawing my attention away from Harry.

"If looks could kill, Harry and Jess would be probably dead by now." Niall points out, revealing his best smile at me and I kindly return it. He pulls me into a hug and runs his hand on my back.

Well, this sure is awkward.

"Haha, not funny..." I snap at him, when he finally lets go of me.

"How have you been?" I quickly add, making up for my mean comment. It was weird how I suddenly cared about Niall's feelings. The fact that I actually cared about anything, was a big shock for me and probably for everyone around me also. I was becoming really soft and surprisingly I didn't seem to mind it at all.

"I've been good, thanks. You?" Niall utters, making all my attention go back to him. If I continued to watch Harry, I'd probably broke into sobs. And, I did not want that happen in school.

"Good. Look, Niall, I'm really sorry for everything. I was stupid for treating you like that." I suddenly blurt out, catching both us off guard.

"It's okay. I forgive you." His smiles and plants a kiss on my hair, proving me that he isn't wrathful towards me anymore.

"You're so nice, Niall. I really hope you find a girl that actually deserves you." I continue my, I don't know, should I say a confession?

"I did find her, but she doesn't want me." He says, not mean at all, but hurt.

"I'm sorry." Is all that leaves my lips as I bite my inner cheek. Luckily our awkward conversation comes to an end, when he leaves for his class.

I inhale and turn to my right, only to see Harry standing alone and looking at me with an blank expression. I slowly try to pass him, but of course, he grabs my wrist making me stop.

"What?" I snap at him, making him hold his hands in the air, gesturing me to calm down.

"So, Are you fucking Niall, now?" He spits, his words full of venom and holds an eye contact.

"Excuse me? You're an asshole" I try to push him away, but he doesn't flinch at all. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. He was the one, just minutes ago, all lovey-dovey with Jess, and now he accuses me for screwing Niall. A tear falss from my eyes unwillingly. Here I go again crying in front of him, he probably thinks that all I do is cry.

"I-I'm sorry." He mutters, his expression has changed now, to a worried one.

"Sorry for what, Harry?" I say, before even realizing what I'm saying. "For lying to me? For accusing that I've slept with Niall or for breaking my heart into tiny little pieces?" with a swift movement, I bring my hand to my mouth, stopping myself from blurting my thoughts out loud.

"Did you say that I'm breaking your heart?" He hastily utters, his voice deeper than usual. I'm waiting for him to laugh at my face but instead I see hurt? Pain?

"I didn't know-" He trails off, "It's complicated, but do you mean you actually feel something towards me?" That's when it hit me, he was trying to get me confess feelings that I thought my heart couldn't ever feel.

"No." I yell at him and put my hand on my ears.

"But, you just said-"

"I said no!" I cut him off, my breath fuming fast.

"You're just a plain liar, and really pathetic. Why would I ever feel something towards you?" I spit, emphasizing the 'you' part. it was my turn to insult and bring him down, like he did just seconds ago.

He doesn't answer as he takes in my stinging words, instead he grabs my wrist again, and pulls me as he walks towards the outdoors.

"What are you doing?" I sniff, as my tears floods to my cheeks. Denying my feelings hurts, more than seeing Jess and Harry together.

"We're leaving."

"Let go, Harry" I try to jerk my hand away.

"No."

"I have school, Harry. And what about your precious little Jess?" I utter, sarcasm clear in my tone.

" I don't care." ....

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