My so called easy life

Me too

🔥🏀Antoinette's POV🏀🔥
I already see the blood. I rush to his side and take the blade. We all have cut except for Kaiden, sometimes because we like the pain and others were actual suicidal attempts...

I throw the blade across the floor and just hold him, he holds his arm to his stomach to put pressure on it to slow the blood,

"It's alright... Aiden I'm here..." I say in a shaky breath but stay determined not to cry... But most of all, I stay strong to support him. He needs me and I can't make it seem like I need support or he'll drop it all to try and help me. Because that's Aiden.

"Sh-she- shes g-g-on-gone, Ari. I-I nee-need h-er-her." He sobs into my arms, his breath constantly hitching as he let's out another sob. I have only seen him like this one other time.

I lean back against the side of the island and let him lean his head on my chest and cry, I reach up into the drawer I know is the first aid one and search for the wrap with one hand, and the gauze, once I get it all I put it next to me while I hold him with one hand and stroke his hair with the other.

"I know... I know Aiden, so do I... It won't be easy, but I'm here and you know it..." He moves a little and gets comfortable in my arms. He's now curled in a ball.

"I don't know what-what I'm going t-to d-D-do." I sigh and keep running my hands through his hair.

"Shhhhhh... It's alright... We can make it through this ok? It may take longer... But what's another bump along the way? This is going to be more difficult to pass... But we will make it... Ok?" He nods in my arms and starts to calm. His breathing slows and he shakes a little less.

"Love you Ari." He mumbles then falls asleep in my arms.

"Love you too."  I say then kiss his forehead and lay him on the floor.

He uncurls and I put gauze on his cuts and wrap it. It's Friday and this weekend I need to check on Max, Alex, and pretty much anyone close with Kellie... She got along with anyone and was always smiling. So I have a whole lot of checking to do; and no way am I just calling everyone.
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Quick note:
1. Idk where this book is going so feel free to give me ideas.
2.im here if anyone needs to talk, I'm here:)
3.this is a full of crazy twist.

4! I'm starting a book of daily poems. They are NOT going to be happy cheery poems... But they're there if you want to read them. I'm gonna start it today. Some are good, some aren't my best works but I'm gonna go through and edit those after this book.