My so called easy life

Wow...

🔥🏀Antoinette's POV🏀🔥

"Yea coach?" I ask stepping into his office.

"Hey sorry I called you in middle of your last period." He says smiling as I sit.

"I don't have a problem with it at all." I say and chuckle.

"Ummm... So... Your's and Tray's teams are gonna on a field trip kinda thing..." He says looking kinda scared.

"Yea... Ok?" I say sitting up to see what's so bad, we go on trips all the time.

"To the all boys school... For 3 weeks..." He's says and looks really scared now... And now I see why... Because there's only ONE ALL boys school here.... EAST HIGH!

"What?!" I ask standing up.

"They wanted us to stay and see what there practice and stuff is like." He says and tries to shrug it off.

"No way... Why are you tellin me first?" I ask and sit down and clench my fist determined not to yell because coach is only really doing his job.

"Because you are the only girl and also captain." He says.

"K. Imma go dress for ball. See ya." I say and walk out.

"Bye." Coach says as I walk out.

I get into the hallway and punch the lockers,Shit! It dented. Who's is it?

I lean down to check the #. Oh... It just Thomas's. I'll tell him... Or let him find out. I quickly stand and walk down to my locker.

"Mother fucker open!" I say and hit my locker as it is jammed again.

"Maybe if you didn't hit it so much it might not be dented." I hear a WAY to much familiar voice. But I don't turn because it can't be who it sounds like. That's impossible. I hate it when people say nothing is impossible. Because I could make a damn library full. 

"Yea. Ok." I say and finally get it open.

"Ok. That's all I get? Not a... How? Not even a punch?" He says and I hear as he steps closer.

"No!" I spin around and feel a sharp pain in my chest as I get confirmation over who it is. "You get a fuck off! How could you do this to me?!" I shout and feel a tear fall down my cheek but I don't care. Because he's supposed to be dead... He died! And I love him! And need him! But he died! So it can't fucking be him! Fucking impossible god damn it!

"Wow... Ok... Love you too babe..." Kico says and steps to give a hug.

"No!" I shove him back and he stumbles. I look at him for a minute and want nothing more then to give him a kiss and feel him hold me tight. He now has long dark brown hair that goes just behind his shoulders. He is about 6'5", fit and hot. But I can't deal with him. Because he's the reason I can't love anyone. The reason I only talk to certain people. He ruined me in a whole new way!

"What's wrong?" He asks and steps forward again.

"Really? What's wrong?! Are you fucking kidding me?!" I pause and start to make motions with my hands. "Your dead! You left me! You can't be here! Raider stabbed you! You bled to death! I was there! You left me!!! YOUR DEAD KICO!!!" I shout.

"I feel alive." He pauses and steps forward. "I still love you. I know you were there. But they saved me. Once Raider found out about you. Kailey tried to sleep with me so he could come after you. So I faked my death. Please give me a hug. I haven't hugged, kissed or even talked to you in 2 years. Please?" He begs but I can't let him do that.

"No! You left me Kico! I loved you! And I still do! And I hate myself for it! Because of you I was kidnapped, raped and beat! More then I already was when you were here!! An no one knew! And the only one that was here for me that listened! Was Blake! And he could have stayed with his brothers and mother! But he didn't! He came here with his father because I needed him! It took me 10 months to talk to ANYONE else! You left me when I needed you! I get that you were protecting me. But you left no fucking clue that you were alive! Not one to let me know you were alright! So I can't hug! Or kiss! Or sit and have a fucking conversation with you! BECAUSE I HATE YOU!!!" I yell and step back as my vision gets blurry from my tears. I shamelessly cry. Everyone is out in class and I'm in the locker hall. Yea we have a locker hall...