Don't Judge Me💔

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Lamario

I sat on the locker room bleachers throwing my towel over my shoulder. I wiped the sweat dripping from my forehead. My name is Lamario King , I'm from New York but I currently live in Miami training to be a professional basketball player, so I can go to the NBA. My whole life I've been a player , un loyal, hoe , thot anything you could name until a few months ago. I was fucking with this fine ass female for about 8 months. I swear I ain't ever made love to a female before her in my life...

Flashback
I thrusted into her slowly ,my fist sunk into the bed. Her moans were slow and sexy. The feeling she was giving me felt more than sexual . I felt the love . I bent down pecking her lips. She started to sob. "Damn my shit that good" I thought licking my lips. "Why you crying ma?" I asked pausing. She stayed quiet for a second. "I'm s-so sorry Lamario but I cheated on you with K-Kendrick" she stuttered . I pulled out her dumb founded. My facial expression was confused. I was speechless at that moment. Kendrick been like a brother to me since Elementary . I put my boxers and jeans on before grabbing my shoes. I told that hoe she can keep the shirt and before she could reply I was out.
Flashback over.....

I sighed thinking about it. How I felt then I ain't want no female to feel again. I want love and I'm talking about some real. I want somebody I can bring home to meet my mama and grandma. I picked up my water bottle and drunk it. Kendrick walked in and eyed me. I starred shaking my head at this clown ass nigga. One day imma have it all Just watch.........

Jayda

I sat at my mirror counting my money. "Damn" I said sighing putting my head down. My name is Jayda Lampkin , but my stripper name is Sugar. Yes I'm a stripper and unlike most of them I hate it. I'm only doing this for a little just until I make enough money to move my little brother out my mothers house and go to college for dance. Every since I was 15 my mother has been on crack. When she had my brother 5 years ago it got worse.We we're lucky he came out so perfect. Sometimes I sit in the shower crying because of how bad it gets. I'm only living with my mother because I don't want to leave Jamie alone. When I was 13 my father let one of his friends rape me. One year later , he died. I strip because I have to not because I want to. I need fast money the quicker the better . I quickly changed back into my regular clothes and grabbed my purse. I made my way towards the exit and to my car.

I walked to the door the my mothers door seeing a couple thugs sitting on the stairs. "Wassup Sugar" one said licking his lips at me. "It's Jayda outside the club" I said nonchalant. "Damn you gone let me come in?" He said standing up. I ignored him quickly opening the door to my mothers apartment. I went in quickly shutting and locking the door. The first thing I normally did when I came in was check on Jamie. The apartment was little and old. My mother never clung up so I had to clean up , pay the bills, and buy food for the house. The little money she did have she spent it on cocaine . She even stole my  college money a couple times. If I hid it from her she still finds it. Jamie and I would have been gone if it weren't for her . I opened his room door to see him sleeping peacefully in his bed. I smiled closing his room door and going into my room. I looked at my alarm clock to see it was 6:00 in the morning.....