Don't Judge Me💔

First date

Jayda

I pulled up to Raven's apartment and got out. I walked into her apartment seeing her watching Tv. Jamie was at school so I kNew he wasn't here. "What happen last night girl Damien texted my phone telling me you came by and went off on your mama" Raven said. I sighed sitting down. "I'm so fed up with her I swear I'm done she stole my money again this time all of it now I have to start all over" I said putting my head in my hand trying to control my tears. "Damn she foul I would have knocked that bitch head off her shoulders" she said making me laugh. "On the bright side ain't today you and sexy first date" she asked. I looked up at her and smiled. "Speaking of that can you get my nails done because I'm now broke " I pouted. "Girl yea of course here" she said pulling a hundred out her tit. I laughed . "Bitch you a whole walking bank " I said. She laughed and we talked until Jamie came home which was 3:30. I talked to him until it became 4:20 . "I love you stinks" I said hugging him. "I love you too and don't forget to pick me up tomorrow" Jamie said . "Be good make good choices" he said patting my head. I laughed . I swear I loved my little bother with every bone in my body. I waved hem goodbye before I left to quickly get my nails done then go and get dressed. I hoped my mama wasn't going to be home when I got back. After I finished getting my nails done I hurried home because it was now 5:30. I had 1 hours and 30 minutes to get dressed and that wasn't enough but I would have to make it enough. I hated keeping people waiting because I hated to be kept waiting.

Lamario

I got out the shower tying my towel around the lower half of my body. I looked into the foggy mirror imagining Jayda behind me naked with her arms wrapped around my torso. I was snapped out my fantasy with a text message from her saying she couldn't wait for tonight. I smirked sitting my phone back down. I brushed my waves and tied my Durag around my head until I finished getting dressed. I put on music as I got dressed. I put on my Burberry boxers and my black nike socks. I slide on my black slacks and then my green button up shirt. I buttoned it all the way up and tucked it in. I put on my belt and walked out the bathroom to get a gold watch. I put on cologne and took off my Durag. I looked at myself in y body mirror before putting on my black polo Ralph Lauren dress shoes. I ain't ever wore some like this on a date and i was happy I did this time cause I looked decent. After i put on my earrings I hurried out the house seeing I was a little late.

Jayda and her outfit on the side.

Jayda

I put on my silver Victoria secret heels and grabbed my silver clutch to match. I looked at myself in my body mirror and smiled. "Jayda your beautiful , you have a lot going for you" I said motivating myself. "Jayda your company here!" My mama yelled from the front room. I rolled my eyes at her voice quickly opening my room door. I didn't want her around him at all. The closer I got to the living room the clearer he became. He looked so handsome . He smiled at me as I came into view. "You look gorgeous ma" he said flashing me his sexy smile. "You look really handsome Lamario" I said looking him up and down. He smelt handsome too. "Well lets go" I said sliding my small hand into his. "He opened the door for me and I walked up before him. "Your mama seem nice" he said. I rolled my eyes . "Yea right" I mumbled. "What you say" he asked. "Nun I don't want to talk about that" I smiled as he opened the door. "Whatever you want me" He said closing the door and going around the the drivers side. "So where are you taking me" I asked. "You'll see beautiful" he said. I nodded and looked at the road. "So tell me about yourself" I said looking at his thick jaw line which made him so sexy. "What you wanna know" he asked focusing on the road. "Everything" I smiled . He glanced at me before turning his attention back to the road. He laughed a little before speaking again. "Well ma I don't know if we got enough time for that but I'll tell you a couple things" he said. "Like" I asked. "I'm 22 years old I'm from New York I'm the only child my mama is a single parent , the only 2 women in my life are my grandma and my mama" he explained. I didn't notice until then that he did carry a little accent but it went so well with how he looked. "Where's your father" I asked. He deeply sighed as if he didn't want to talk about it. "I'm sorry you don't have to talk about it" I said rubbing his shoulder in comfort. "Naah it's not that ma it's just he left us when I was young so I don't really have anything to say about him I don't even remember what the nigga looked like" he said shrugging. "What about you tell me about your fine ass" he said licking his lips. It wasn't a sexual lick it was a "my lips crusty" lick😂. "Um Im 20 years old I'm from here , I have a 5 year old little brother the only person I really grind for is my brother he deserves much more than he has, my mama is a crackhead and My favorite color is gold" I said trying hoping he didn't ask about my job. "Your mama a what" he asked confused. "She's a crackhead , she's been one for as long as I can remember" I shrugged. "I'm sorry to hear that ma , where's your pops" he asked . "He was murdered when I was 14" I said . "Damn you got it rough ma im sorry to hear that" he said. "It's fine he wasn't a father figure either " I said. "What you mean" he asked. "Nothing that's a story for another day" I smiled as we pulled up to a huge fancy restaurant called Zuma. "Oh my god this is beautiful " I said on the edge of my seat. He smiled as we parked.....