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Thanks but no thanks

Lamario

"Ma I can't believe you just said that shit to her she ain't do nun to you but try to impress you , she been nervous about meeting you all week if I knew you was gone do this dumb shit I wouldn't have brought her to meet your ignorant ass" I said angrily. "Don't talk to me like that I'm still your mama boy" she said. "Nah the woman who raised me would never say some like that to another woman and especially while a 5 year old is present in the room. You foul ma I swear You is now you know why I don't bring females around you cause you run everybody off" I said getting up and walking out the front door to get them. I walked down the street a little to see them walking. "Jayda " I called out . She turned and looked at me. "Baby don't let her get to you don't cry" I said whipping her tears. She sniffed into my chest as Jamie hugged her. "Come on so I can take y'all home" I said taking Jamie from her. The whole ride home she said nothing to me she just stared out the window. I pulled up to her apartment building and she got out without letting me go open the door for her. Jamie was knocked out in the backseat she grabbed him and left to her apartment. I waited until they got in before pulling off. I sighed this was not how I wanted the night to go. I found out she loved me though which made me feel even worse. I wasn't gone be able to get no sleep tonight because she was gone be heavy on my mind.

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Jayda

After I put Jamie down in his bedroom I went to go take a much needed shower. I sat on the cold shower floor naked letting the hot water hit my bare body. I pulled my knees up to my chest and sat my chin on my knee letting the tears fall from my eyes onto my knees. My life was so messed up and it was all my fault. I couldn't believe his mother treated me just like every one did at the club. I didn't understand what Lamario saw in me. An hour later I decided to get out because I still had to go to work. I got dressed in some ripped jeans and an hoodie since it was chilly outside. Before I could open the door I got a text from my boss letting me know I didn't have to come in tonight because they were closing early. I was relieved to hear that because now i didn't have to leave Jamie here with our mama . I changed into some pajamas and plugged in my earphones turning on Jene Aiko W.A.Y.S . I started dancing to the music . I often danced when I was stressed it helped calm me down and it was something that made me happy besides my brother. I couldn't wait until I went to Juliard for ballet because ballet was really the type of dancing I majored in . After the song went off I got ready for bed .....

Lamario

I woke up still tired as hell. I barely slept because of Jayda heavily being on my mind. I went in the restroom and took a piss then brushed my teeth. After I washed my face I decided to text Jayda . I sat on my bed and took my phone off the charger.

Me: Good morning beautiful how did you and Jamie sleep last night?

I waited a second for her to text back nothing . She probably was still sleep. I got dressed in some dark blue True religious jeans and a light blue polo shirt. I grabbed some blue and white Jordan's and put on a gold Rolex along with the matching earrings. I sprayed some cologne and grabbed my phone and keys. I needed to get out this damn house. I noticed Jayda still hadn't texted me back . I sucked my teeth and pulled out my apartment complex. I pulled up at Reggie house and got out . I walked up to the door and knocked a few minutes later he answered . "Aye bro wassup" he said smacking hands with me. "Shit chillin" I rubbing my waves as he let me in. "Wassup with you nigga why you looking all blue and sad and shit" he said closing the door behind me. I shook my head "you won't believe the shit that happened last night man" I said going in the living room and sitting down. "Aww shit what happened?" He asked me. "My mama was straight tripping with Jayda she was asking all kinds of questions bro" I explained . "So ain't that what she suppose to do" he asked confused . "Nah bro she was asking her shit like was she trynna make me her little brothers daddy all types of shit and she called her a tramp" I went on. "Damn that's fucked up but I some don't sit right with me about her bro" he said. I eyed him "if you get to know her man I swear she the sweetest chillest funniest girl you ever met" I said truthfully. "I bet" he said sarcastically . "You might wanna get out of here though" he said . "Damn nigga you kicking me out already " I joked. "Nah bro it's not that but ole girl coming over" he said in a serious tone. "Who" I asked furrowing my eyebrows confused . "Seven" He said rubbing the back of his neck. "What why nigga?" I asked jumping up hoping this nigga wasn't on what I thought he was on . "It ain't even like that " he said . The doorbell rung. I followed him towards the door I was eager to get out this hoe now. He opened it and there she was we stood eye to eye. Seven was the X who broke my fucking heart and slept with my day 1 nigga .

Seven on the side.....

"I'm out" I said walking straight past her. "Lamario wait" she called after. I got to my car and tried to open the door but she closed it and blocked it. "Seven you got seven seconds to back the fuck up or I'm gone kill yo ass" i said feeling myself become angry. "Lamario just hear me out you never let me explain" she cried out. "Fuck You ! Explain what how you fucked my bestfriend with your hoe ass , i gave you my fucking heart and you do this shit get the fuck out my way" I spat angrily. She moved aside in full tears . She was ugly as hell when she cried.