Your pov
You finish packing what little you have left of your things into your suitcase you couldn't help but picture Austin's face when you told him you were done. You will always love him but you couldn't do this anymore. The constant bickering and hateful words and him constantly making the promise of changing and being better for you just to break them.
You zipped up the last suitcase and walked over to the door graving the others. You open the door to find Austin sitting on the floor with his head in his hands.
"I'm sorry" he sniffles out still not looking up at you.
"Me too Austin" you said taking a step around him.
"Please don't leave" he begs hopelessly. " I love you" he says finally looking up at you. Pain and regret etched into his face.
"Austin" you said your voice cracking. You moved your eyes concentrating on the wall behind him.
"I-I just can't keep doing this and I'm truly sorry it didn't work but there isn't anything I can do to fix this"you said still not looking at him.
"To fix what we were, we were fine we were happy" he said standing up. His tall frame overpowering yours. You took a step back putting some space between you.
"No we weren't Austin I was miserable all we ever did was try to hurt each other" you said yours eyes wandering around the thin hallway.
"Tell me one thing" he said taking a step towards you.
"And tell me it to my face" he said moving your face to look at him.
"Tell me you don't love and that you don't want to be with me and I will leave you alone but you have to look me in the eye and say it" he said watching your facial expressions. You looked him in the eyes and it all flooded in the memories of you two laughing together and the love and happiness.
"I-I can't do that" you said looking away from him.
"Exactly so if you love me why would you leave me because you know I'm nothing without you that if you left me I would just die inside and I hate the fact that I feel that without you I have nothing but at the same time I love the way you make me" he said looking at you. You couldn't help yourself so you looked up into his hazel green eyes and saw it all.
"And I know that every time your without me you feel the emptiness too and I know that you aren't ready to give us up yet because if you were we wouldn't be having this conversation right now. So I know that I have a lot to work on and so do you but I truly believe we can be happy again and we can be the couple we were before" he said taking a giant step towards you. You didn't even bother putting anymore space between you.
"And I know that if you truly wanted to end it you wouldn't have let me take that giant step towards you without taking another step back" he whispered inches away from your lips. You could fell his hot breath on your lips as he smirked. He pulled you closer to his body wrapping one of his long arms around your waste while the other went up to cores your cheek. You leaned your hand into his palm as he smiled.
"Your so beautiful and I don't know what I would do without you" he said looking you in the eye.
"I promise this time and I'm going to keep it that I will try but it's not just gonna be about me but about us because I need you and if it means that we need to start from the beginning I will because I love you" he said still looking you in the eye. his thumb slowly slid across your cheek drawing little patterns and circles over your skin. Your eye slowly fluttered closed only to open again at the loss of touch.
"I really am sorry" he said again his face still only inches from yours. You looked him in the eyes watching as a tear slowly glides down his face and to his lips. You watch as he licks his lips hiding any evidence of a tear being there.
"Austin" you said looking back up at his eyes.
"Mhm" he hummed looking down at you. You didn't know what to say or do but all you knew was that you were completely in love with this boy and that you would do anything for him. Before you knew what was happening you were leaning in but you stopped right before your lips touched.
"(Y/n) kiss me" Austin begged leaning in a little more as his lips ghosted over yours. You leaned in the rest of the way slowing your lips to collide in a passionate kiss. Austin pulled you closer leaving no space between you before pulling away from the kiss.
"I really do love you" he said placing a soft kiss on your forehead.
"I love you too" you said resting your head on his chest.
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Sorry it's a little late but thanks for waiting guys you are the best. Summer is almost here so I will update more then but until then sorry if the update are rarely here.
