I know I've been gone for awhile but I'm back and in honor of One Direction releasing their album this one is based off one of my favorite songs.
Austin's Pov
She sat in front of me not moving or saying anything. Her eyes refused to meet mine as she played with the hem of her dress. It was one of my favorite outfits on her but she would never know. I watch as she lets out a steady breath before looking up at me with a frown.
"I-I don't want to hurt you" she says in shaky breath. I didn't understand what she meant by she didn't want to hurt me. She was my angel and she could never do a thing like that. I look at her eyes and she shifts her gaze away from mine. My heart breaks and I reach out for her but she just slowly backs away.
"(Y/N)" I say just barely above a whisper but she doesn't look at me. A few tears slip past her eyes and she bites on her lip to hold back a few sobs. My instinct is to reach out to her and wipe the tears away so that's what I do. She doesn't move or flinch away from me as I move my self so I'm kneeling on the floor in front of her.
"Why don't you just stay tonight...We can talk it out" I say wiping a few more tears away. She sighs lightly and leans her head into my palm. She lifts her head up and her eyes meet mine. The eyes that always seemed to shine whenever we were together were almost dull. I leaned forward and rest my head against hers taking deep breathes as she just stays silent.
"Please speak" I finally say after a few short seconds before the room falls silent for what felt like the hundredth time since she got here.
"I cant keep lying to myself and you" she finally says knocking all of the air out of my lungs. How is she not being honest, I don't get it.
"Do you not love me anymore" I ask not removing my forehead from hers. A few tears slip past my eyes but I don't care.
"Of course I do" she says her voice cracking as she slides her hands over my own.
"So then why are you trying to walk out of my life" I say catching her off guard. She sighs and removes her head and hands from mine leaving me with an empty feeling.
"Not walk out I just don't want to do this anymore... we can still be friends" she says standing up and straightening out her dress.
"You love me but you don't want to be with me" I say standing up behind her. Her hands rake through her hair as she lets out a frustrated sigh.
"If its something I did tell me and I'll fix this.. we can fix this" I say taking a giant step towards her. She still isn't facing me and I need her to see. See that we had a love that cant just be thrown away and memories that wont ever be forgotten.
"It isn't that easy Austin" she says her voice cracking again. She's about to cry and all I really want to do is kiss away her pain. I reach out for her and for the first time all night she comes to me. I hug her as she sobs lightly on my shoulder.
"I don't want to say goodbye" I mumble against her shoulder before pulling out of our hug. She wipes away a few of her tears before letting out a soft breath. We stand there in silence for what fells like minutes before I decide to speak up.
"So this is it then. We can't work it out or smoothing. Anything" I practically beg as she stands there with her eyes shut as she tries not to cry. She just shakes her head and sucks in a deep breath before finally looking at me.
"I Love You" She says planting a kiss on my lips. I immediately respond placing my hands on her waist and pulling her in just a little bit. If this was going to be my last kiss with her I wanted her to know that I loved her more than anything. She finally pulls away but stays within my grip just breathing.
"Just stay it doesn't have to be forever but just for the night" I beg for what feels like the thousandth time. Her hands slide up my arms lightly, stopping at my shoulders. Her eyes meet mine again before she leans in again. This kiss is shorter almost weaker. She pulls away and lets go, grabbing her bag and heading towards the door.
"I love you" She says before slipping past the door. I stand there staring at the now empty doorframe where she stood a few seconds ago.
"Goodbye" I say barely over a whisper as a tear streams down my face.
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I know its sad and I'm sorry the next one will be happy I promise. This was just a song that stuck and gave me this imagine.
