Stuck // ag & cd

Chapter 16

I was still pissed off. I honestly didn't want to die, but I wanted to drown myself. When I was younger I had a pool in my backyard and I would just stay there underwater. I wasn't going to let myself die. After my parents got a divorce I was more than depressed. I sat there staring at the water.

"I wasn't going to commit suicide, Cam."

"Yes, you were." "I've done this a bunch of times. This is how you react?" I snap. He looked tired. "Whatever, I love you too much for you to do that. Stop. That's a horrible habit." I sigh and look at him. His hair spiky and wet, everywhere. He looks back and scoots closer to me. I pull my hair back behind my shoulders. "You know," he started. I looked back up at him. "You were right about me choosing my fans over a lot of people, but I didn't believe her. I didn't want to and I know it's true you really do love me. She doesn't know if we're together or not." I nodded slowly. At that moment I wasn't afraid of hurting anyone's feelings. I don't care if Matt doesn't like us together. I can lose a friend and still have Cameron. He put an arm around me and leaned me into him. He rubbed my arm. He grins tiredly and pulls me into his lap. "I'm gonna crush you," I say. My voice comes out raspy. He shakes his head. "You're too small to." He cradles me and kisses my head. He moves his lips to my ears.

"You're mine."

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We spent that night eating popcorn after we both took a shower. He canceled our interview at the last minute, said sorry, and hung up. I grinned. I patted a spot next to me so he can come over and watch the movie with me. I kissed his cheek and hugged him tightly. He laughed and put his arms around me.

"What movie?" I asked through a mouthful of warm popcorn. He pointed at the scary movie. "That one." During the movie I got scared, so I hung tightly to him under the covers. After the movie was done, popcorn was everywhere from me jumping around like a scaredy car. He laughed. "It's okay, room service has it." He got up to get his phone. I still cleaned up and there were only crumbs on the floor. I shrugged. "Let's hope they don't have yucky bugs here crawling in the walls." He smiled and nodded. We got ready for bed. I was about to turn off the light when he jumped on top of me. "Ouchhh!" I hollered, loudly. He laughed. "Sorry." I smirked. I pulled the neck of his shirt down. "I was joking." He raised an eyebrow. "What?" he asked. I grinned. "This." I tugged his shirt down more and kissed him passionately. He slips his hands just above my ribs and starts kissing me again. He kisses my jawline, neck, and collarbone. I sigh and he goes back to my lips. I put my hands in his hair and make it messy. He pulls back and smiles. "Hey," he says. I grin. "What?" he laughs. "You're adorable." I smile. "I know, but not as adorable as you," He laughs and kisses me again, his hands traveling from my hair to my hips. It tickled. I laughed. "Stop, that tickles! Cam!" I ached in laughter. He smirked. "Tickles, huh?" He tickles my stomach. I scream and laugh, grabbing his hands. "Stop!" I sit up and kiss his lips hard, forcing him to lean back. I wrap my arms around him and hug him tightly. He puts his hands on my back, making small circles on my spine. I kiss his neck and his temple, then lean back. We both grin and I scoot back to where I was lying before. He crawls next to me and puts his arms around my shoulders and smiles. He turns off the light and kisses my cheek. He buries his face in my hair and puts his lips next to my ear.

"Goodnight, beautiful."