The Ship Everyone Wants To Sail

Do You Need Help?

Today, you were concerning Shelia and I. You kept on sending us messages that were confusing yet worrying.

Let's rewind a bit, though. Shelia and I decided to create a deal between the two of us. She was having trouble with her "boyfriend" (they're now broken up and I am so proud of her) and I was having trouble with you. The deal was keeping each other away from the boys creating emotional stress in our lives. I kept my end of the deal with her, but we couldn't keep her end of the deal because of the said messages.

Okay, back to the messages. The first message you sent us was to Shelia. You said "I'm sorry for asking you out last night. I have too many secrets that will fuck things up." and then you apologized to Shelia saying that was sent to the wrong person. Now, I'm just here figuring out who did you ask out. Probably Lilith. I mean, she is extremely beautiful and talented. I would be surprised if it wasn't her since you're so close to her, now.

Two hours later, I get a message: "Everyone does. Everyone lies" Now, I'm just confused about why were you on that subject unless someone just lied to you hardcore. I don't want anyone lying to you hardcore. I can sense you've been through enough. 

And then later, you just sent me a message that everyone lies, even me. I said that not everyone lies, especially me, since I have not lied to you at all since we started talking. I told you that yes there are people that are cruel and will lie, and I know since I've been in that boat, but there are good people who don't lie. You shouldn't assume that everyone will do bad things because of one person's actions. 

And then you continued with people hating you. I told you, then, that if we did hate you, we wouldn't be talking to you or caring about you. Heck, I still like you, even with the situation with Lilith.

Then I remembered that Lilith did something to one of my other friends that made him hate her. I had to ask what happened because I was worried she did something to you. Apparently, it's sorta the same situation from the conversations we had. If she does something to you, I'm cutting her off from my and your life, depending on how bad.

But then you were face-timing her not that long later, so, I guess it she wasn't the problem? I have no clue, but I still got jealous as per usual. Oh well.

Well, I just hope you're okay.