The Ship Everyone Wants To Sail

Christmas Time Is Here

So, you acknowledged and apologized for leading me on before you met Lilith. I told you that it's okay (even though it still fucking hurts) and that people come into our lives for a reason. I still think about that conversation to this day because you've been saying why doesn't anyone love you. Well, now you got two women willing to love you. Story of my fucking life. 

It's winter break and you decided to come and pick me up last minute. One thing everyone should know about my parents, they do not like last minute things. You said you loved meeting parents and got to meet mine. You most likely passed the inspection, but since it was a last-minute decision with them you still have to earn their likeness for you. 

Then you decided to say that you didn't want to drive me back home because I'm in the opposite direction of where you lived. I have been trying to tell you that for the longest time and now you realized. I had to message my mom to pick me up, who is thirty minutes away. She had to bring the kids, too. Mind you it was almost eleven at night. Yeah, you're definitely gonna have to earn their trust now.

You brought me, along with Anoki and another friend (let's call him Dakota) to the mall to go to the arcade we went to last time. I had lots of fun actually. You beat me in Skeeball, I beat you in a racing game. We're even, I guess.

But then Lilith told me something through the phone I was very confused about. Apparently, you two are in some sort of "situation" at the moment. So, you told her that you loved her and want to grow old with her. I'm guessing the response you got was not the one you were looking for. She still loves you with all her heart, though, she told me that, too. 

It hurt me to read that. That you wanted to spend your life with her already. We were talking about her for a little bit to Dakota in the car. You bragged that you were "flirting with a Miss Teen New York" while I'm always last to get picked on for something, even in relationships, ironically. If that doesn't explain the drastic difference between Lilith and me, I don't know what will. 

Well, that's where I'm at in my head. Now, on to the fun part. 

So, you told me you didn't have any winter clothes and I instantly went into Mama Bear mode. I searched for coats, boots, scarves, thermals, gloves, and hats that you could wear in both genders. I've successfully made a list of things I want you to have.

"Operation Get You Winter Clothes" is about having friends of yours pick which items they want to get for you and then we will surprise you with all of the gifts together, hopefully. I already asked Lilith, Shelia, Anoki, and Brooklyn if they want to be a part of it. Lilith already got you the hat and scarf set and I'm planning on getting you the boots. 

I did this to two of my friends in the past already. Hopefully, this one will be successful. 

Soon, you will have winter clothes and I will be happy that you're happy.