Loving This Bad Boy

Arguments and secrets

Jason

We got out the car and we were dead silent the whole time. We went inside "here this is yours" she handed me my phone "thanks and bye" i said.

"Wait no let me help you out again" she didn't take no for an answer I groaned in pain as she put alcohol on my skin.

Damn Noah packed quite a punch but I got him good too. She smiled at me fuck my heart kept racing so I kissed her and she kissed back why?! I did it first I know but couldn't she just reject the kiss ughh.

I couldn't take it anymore I was done with all the games "okay you seriously need to stop like you keep teasing me and treat me as if you want me. You have a boyfriend and we happen to hate each other you should be with him right now. Okay stop fucking around you do it on purpose huh you keep taunting me but act innocent. Like just stop okay I like you and you know that... I get why you don't want me. Don't use the excuse of you not wanting to get involved with bad boys. That's all bullshit your boyfriend is a fucking gang leader. Is it because he's rich and better well guess what you two can go fuck yourselves. I don't even know what I was thinking when I laid eyes on you. Your a fucking ugly ass bitch who doesn't care about anything but money and yourself" I yelled at her and I was angry. Her face expression changed so quick

"Well you know what your right I could never like someone like you. Your no good either look at you street fighting selling drugs. Practically living on the street barely maintaining a home. Your just a fucking asshole and you don't deserve anything good. Before you come here and insult me and my boyfriend check yourself. Look at your mother an alcoholic and your dad god knows where he is probably couldn't handle you right. Maybe he saw how no good you are and left..." she yelled back

Her words were like knifes to my heart the last part especially "my dad died of cancer and past away because we couldn't afford his medication. That is why my mom got depressed and drinks I had to maintain her and my sister. You think I picked this life I had no other choice..." I felt my eyes water fuck.

"I'm so sorry... I didn't mean any of that I was just angry..." she said trying to hold my arm "save it I don't want to hear it. Just tell your boyfriend that I don't know what's going on but it needs to stop right away" I said she tried to stop me but I ran out of her house

Violet

I felt my heart drop to the floor how could I be so stupid. I never meant to hurt him like I did I saw pain all over his eyes. I didn't mean it I was just pissed he said pretty rude things too but what i said was worse. I had to make this up and get Noah to tell me what is going on so I can help Jason. I fucked up big time...

I quickly called Noah and told him to go over he sighed and said he'll be here in 20.

The door bell ringed I opened it already knowing who it was. He looked at me and I took him to my room. He got the wrong idea as he started kissing me "mmmh... no this is it not why I called you... sadly" I sighed. He looked confused "you know exactly what I want to talk about" I crossed my arms

He dropped to my bed "why I don't want to" he whined I sighed and got on top of him holding my weight on my legs. "Noah seriously what's up and skip the whole you being in a gang shit. Tell me why are you doing all this to Jason?" I said "ugh baby I'm not supposed to be telling you this. I already know your going to tell him if I do..." he sighed and I gave him a look

"okay well it looks i don't have a choice so I guess I'll just tell you. Right now mine and this other gang are trying to get Jason back. But me and the other gang don't get along so we sort of have to get him back separately. It's complicated you wouldn't understand he rejected being in both our gangs. We usually never look for anyone they look for us so it was a big deal when he rejected. I'm sorry but I know it's stupid to you but I have no way out I'm really sorry" he said with guilt in his eyes

"How can this stop like can't you guys move on?" I asked "well we can get him in our gang and that problem of him being a target of some sort would be gone. Knowing him he won't accept it so I can't do anything about it. I really wish I could do something to help you. All you can do now is tell him to watch out and keep a low profile and maybe find a new home. Just temporary until we find something else stupid to fight about"

"Are you kidding me Noah?! I'm really disappointed you really have no reason to do this bullshit!" I sighed "I know but it's hard to get out now I'm at the top everyone knows about me. Please forgive me I should've told you since the beginning" he said and I could tell he was really sorry I saw nothing but good in him.

Me being me realized I was still on top of him and I smirked and leaned in for a kiss "I forgive you" I slowly went down to his neck "well that's a good thing" he groaned. I started tugging on his shirt and lets just say one thing led to another.
That is how my first time went...

Just kidding!!!! No don't worry it wasn't my first time... yes how shocking I'm not a virgin!!!

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A/N

I'm updating twice because I forgot to update yesterday.IM SORRY SAMANTHA I HAD TOO (the last part) 😂😂 sorry to everyone else who wanted Jason to be her first and last😭‼️