Loving This Bad Boy

Falling for him

Violet

I woke in the couch and I stayed up late to wait and now it's almost night time again and Jason hasn't showed up. What if something is wrong?? What if something happened to him? What if a guy from a gang got him?? Oh no what if they did something to him!?? he won't answer his stupid cellphone

I suddenly hear the door open it's Jason my first instinct was to run up to him so I did just that.

"Jason where were you I was so worried" i said hugging him "oh I'm sorry I was with my friends and we had some drinks and my head hurts but I'm fine" he hugged me back "you could've called" i let go

"It's good knowing you worry about me" he looked at me with those beautiful ocean eyes DAMN HIM FOR BEING SO HOT

"I don't i mean I do but no it's just you should've called okay!!!"

"Phone died and don't worry babe there weren't any girls" he smirked

"I don't care you can go be with any girl you want because we're nothing" right?

"You do care you slept downstairs to wait for me" he smirked "oh stop it leave me alone" I sighed "is this the part were you kiss me" he got closer oh damn can he please stop but like not! "Oh you wish" I said and he leaned in to where we were about 2 inches away

"Your not even the least bit tempted" he asks

"Not at all" lies

"Okay" he slightly touched my lips and was going to lean out NO NO NO KISS ME YOU STUPID!! he's doing it on purpose "wait" I mumbled did I really say that I'm stupid

"Yes??" He smirked pulled me in for a kiss and I felt like there were fireworks around us.

He broke the kiss ugh he so annoying he just wants to tease me about it. I just don't want it to end "we should close the door" he said "yes and not kiss in the living room" I said while he closed the door "my head hurts uhh I should shower I'm sorry" he looked nervous

"No I wanted to kiss you but your right you do smell" I smiled and smirked

"Your funny but you want to join..." he pulled me to him but his face expression was cold no emotions I hated that.

"No. Why do you do that?" I said he was so confusing like one minute he's good and eyes shine with emotions. He's caught up in the moment then he suddenly goes all dark and stupid.

"I'll be down in 30 and we can have another movie night" he didn't bother to answer my question

"Sounds great" i smiled but you see he's sweet then not yet I'm STILL screaming that he wants to hang out!! I need to stop thinking so I went to prepare the snacks and blankets. Once I was done I decided I wanted to watch some horror but classics. My thoughts once again wondered off

God Violet your going to end up losing that bet with Noah. I mean not really it's not like he feels the same way he just likes to tease me. He could never love someone like me I mean he can't love in general. Who do I think I am I could never change him he needs like a Victoria secret model to do that. Yet I still have hope...I'm falling for him and I told myself I wouldn't but still here I am.

"So what are we watching" Jason interrupted my thoughts about him "Michael Myers" I said "oh classic nice" he said stuffing his mouth with popcorn.

"Turn off the lights"

"Why me" Jason whined "please" I pleaded "for a kiss" he grinned I thought about it "I'm just playing you were actually going to do it haha" he chuckled and got up to turn the lights off.

Oh great I actually wanted that kiss I mean no I didn't!!?

"Jason" I said "yes" he responded "its almost Christmas and New Years" I changed the subject "yes I know?" He looked confused

"I just think you should spend it with your family"

"We never really celebrate anything I mean my mom is an actual alcoholic she doesn't care about us"

"Don't say that it's just the alcohol that consumes her body she loves you and your sister" I put my hand on his "it's not like she can leave it anyways" he sighed and for a second I saw all the pain and cries for help in his eyes. My heart broke "you never know miracles do happen" I held tighter to his hand "not for people like me" he sighed again but his face expression went cold again

"It can happen your an amazing person"

"Yes amazing at kissing" there it was again he didn't want to let his emotions out. He hides behind being a jerk and bad but he's not that. He so much more "no im for real" I said

He kissed me but it wasn't like our other kisses he was rough but not in a good way. He placed his hand on my thigh "wait" i pushed him off.

"Not like this Jason it's okay to feel you don't need to hide that with me. I would never hurt you in anyway and you should know that"

"It's hard to say how I feel" he looked down "I know trust me but don't do that. Don't act like something less your not just good at sexual things or hurting others and yourself. You need to realize your more than that" I said and I could see him still trying to hide his pain

"thank you no ones ever told me that before"

"your welcome and it's okay if your not ready to talk just tell me I'll understand. Just don't do that okay I mean you are a good kisser and everything but still" I said trying not to blush at the last part

"Okay I'm sorry I just can't help it"

I did it I kissed him slowly and softly not like before. He kissed me so sweetly I felt like my heart was going to explode

"now we'll finish watching the movie another time let's go to bed" I got up and he followed behind me.

"Can I stay here with you I promise I won't do anything" he asked as we reached my room "yes" I smiled and he almost smiled but didn't his eyes did light up

We went to bed and he really did nothing he just laid there and I hugged him. Can this just be everyday life would be easier if this was everyday.

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Merry Christmas Eve guys hope you guys have a great day :)