Loving This Bad Boy

Feelings pt 2

Jason

As I walked into my room I sat down I questioned myself. Why am I so nice to her? I don't even try it just comes so naturally. I have never been so nice to someone I haven't even known for a year. I wish i could just yell and scream at her for making me feel this way!! Then again I can't because I would just feel bad after for talking to her like that. I should just leave her house so I can get over whatever this is...

I jumped when the door opened "hi" I saw the person who has made my brain almost explode with the thought of themselves.

"Hey"

"I'm not going...I can't"

"Well then don't"

"How am I going to tell Noah he was really hurt already I can't see his face like that again" she sighed and sat next to me "you don't have to face him just call" I said "that would be low of me" she said "I'll be here if that helps" I offered but why would it help if I'm there. That was stupid of me how can I help...

"Yes! Please."

"Umm okay?"

"Thank you...I'll be back I'm go get my phone" she got up and went to get her phone.

Wait hold up...she actually found it comforting that I'll be there...

"I'm back" she sat back down

She called him I'm assuming he answered when she started to talk "umm yeah baby I'm just say it I'm not ready to do the whole dinner stuff yet...I'm sorry...can we just talk later...bye..." she sighed and I saw her eyes go all red. I heard him too he sounded frustrated "what happened" I asked

"His voice was filled with frustration. Let's just say our relationship is going downhill and it's thanks to me." She looked like she was filled with guilt

"Hey it's not your fault okay sometimes relationships just aren't meant to last long" I held her hand "thank you it really helps" she gave me half a smile

"Your welcome" i found myself getting lost in her eyes i didn't even realize i was slowly getting closer. Our faces were centimeters apart our lips soon touched and It felt so right "I'm sorry I can't do this" she ran out the door.

Shit...why do I always mess up. I couldn't help myself my heart kept telling me it was the right thing. My mind was confused so I just did it ughh...

Violet

Why why why???!!!!! I hate it I hate that it felt so right...

Okay Violet you need to calm down and get your shit together. Starting off by Noah you can't be with the boy if you don't feel anything but friendship for him. I had to do the right thing

I got into my car and drove to his place an when I arrived I found him outside.

"What's up" He said

"We need to talk" I said

"Oh."

"Yeah I'm really sorry but..." I was cut off

"I know I'll save you the trouble...I wish you and Jason the best" he sighed

"What no i mean Yes the break up but no the Jason...look i really care for you i even love you but like friends. I think you deserve better your a good person Noah but I'm not good for you. You should be with someone who is 100% in love with you. Don't settle for anything lower okay?" I said sincerely meaning everything

"Thank you...don't take it personal well maybe a little but I'm keep my distance. This does hurt overall but don't deny your feelings for Jason because they clearly exist. I don't want to argue because I hope we can end on good terms" he said I ignored the Jason part because he's right I want to end on good terms also.

"I understand well thank you to you also" I smiled "well I should get inside bye and be careful" he smiled back at me.

I drove back home...God does exist because this ended way better than I thought it would be. Like thank you Jesus i felt guilty still but i felt a big relief now that the whole Noah situation is out of my way. He was a good human being but just wasn't for me.

"Hey umm my friends are picking me up I'll be back in a few" Jason said as he looked in a rush

Jason

Noah had texted me and told me his house had been vandalized they had guns but he got in just in time. He also made me not tell Violet because it happened seconds after she left. I texted my other friends and I'm getting in his car.

"Holy shit his house looks worse than yours" one of the guys said "I didn't think that was possible" I said

His house was shot,spray painted,windows broken, and his property was harshly destroyed.

"I'm scared Noah" a little girl who I'm assuming is his sister was holding onto his leg. I felt my throat tighten this is bad his sister and mom looked terrified.

"Don't worry the guys got a location they're taking care of it" i said not that it was much help the damage was done. Noah went aside "you didn't tell her right?" He asked

"No she's at home but you have to tell her"

"We broke up...your welcome"

"Oh...umm yeah..."

"Stop the whole I don't love her or she doesn't feel anything for me. I see the way you two look at each other her eyes hold so much emotion. I know she cares for me but never like she cares for you"

"I got to go" I walked fast from his house I hate that he's right. I got into the car "it's Friday right?" I asked

"Yes"

"Okay drive to my place"

The guy drove to my house "wait here I'll be back in an hour or I mean you could get off and watch the show" I grinned "I'll go" he said

We walked to a crowd "your back"

"Of course I think I've had one too many Fridays off"

"Well are you ready"

"I was born for this" I grinned

I had to get my mind off violet and what better way than street fighting right? The guy I was going with looked too easy but it means easy money so I guess I won't complain.

When the guy saw me he looked terrified so I went easy enough not to knock him unconscious.

"Your winner once again is Jason Hunter" the guy handed me the money.

People should know by now to bet their money on me stupid people.

I went and found my mom sleeping on the couch like the usual. I left the money on the table with a note

'Layla and me are fine don't worry here's the money for the rent. Please use the rest of the money for real food and be safe.'
-Jason

I really hope she listens "let's go back to violets" and with that I left to her house.

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A/N

Sorry for taking so long to update I've been busy with school but hope you guys enjoy this chapter:)