I love you... - a Hidekane fanfic

Eric

Mmph....I moan as hide kisses me roughly.
We had arrived back home.
"Babe I want you so badly" hide pants. I admit seeing him this way kinda turns me on.
Hide pushes me backwards onto the bed and pulls my pants off. He pulls his off. Both of us pull our shirts off then our lips slam together.
His hands start to roam my body.
"Ah.." I moan as his finger lightly brushes over my sensitive nipples. He suddenly takes it between his thumb and forefinger and tweaks it. His lips nibble on my earlobe and trail down to my neck. He kisses my sensitive spot.
"Ah!" I arch my neck to let him get better acsess.
Eventually I get too impatient and flip hide over. He just smirks so I continue.  I remove his and my boxers. I put my fingers in my mouth and suck them. When I'm ready I trace my finger around my sensitive hole and stick it inside.
"Ah!" I tip my head back and add another finger, and start to move them in a scissoring motion. It kinda hurts, but the pleasure drowns out the pain.
"Hide...I'm ready...ah" I say and hide gets the message.
The he gets me into position an slowly enters me so I'm riding him. I wince as the pain drowns out the pleasure this time. After I get used to the pain I start to slowly bounce up an down. I'm overwhelmed with pleasure as hide start to stroke my member. Hide places his hands on my hips and suddenly my eyes open wide but all I see is black.
I feel hide come inside me and that triggers my own release but it wasn't enjoyable.
Because all I felt was Eric's hands.
On my hips.
On my member.
And I heard his voice.
I cry as I'm suddenly brought to reality and start sobbing. I look around and realise I'm lying down on the bed with hide shaking me , asking if I was okay.
"Hide....I'm s..sorry." I'm still in shock from such a memory.
"What happened?" Hide persists.
"I can't get his touch out of my mind. His hands. His lips. I'm sorry , I heard his voice..." I trail off.

"Kaneki Ken, you are mine."