Hides POV
We arrive at the hospital. I open the door and try to get kaneki out, but he's in too much pain to even stand. So I run in, ask the receptionist for a wheelchair, and sit kaneki down into it. I push him along the corridors and ask at reception for the maternity ward. A nurse meets us and takes us into a room, transferring kaneki onto a hospital bed. He lies back and groans, clutching his stomach.
The nurse asks kaneki to bend his legs up, and take off his sweatpants. The nurse covers him with a hospital blanket for decency, but she looks down and gasps."Oh my goodness! How can you be pregnant if you're a man!?" She exclaims.
"Our doctor told us he got pregnant by having anal sex, cause he has a uterus connected to the canal. She did an ultrasound and confirmed it." I told her."Right. Okay. So there is no vaginal opening, so kaneki, is it?" He looks up and nods. "You have two options. One is we do a c-section and you give birth that way, or since the uterus is connected to the anal canal, you could give birth anally, but it would be quite painful." She finishes.
" the second. I want it as natural as possible." He says.
"Okay. Would you feel more comfortable having a male delivering the baby?"
"I honestly don't mind. They're doctors, I don't feel embarrassed." He says.
"Okay. We'll do an ultrasound to make sure everything's running smoothly, and then I'll leave you two in peace for a bit. If you guys need anything when I leave, press the little button on that clicker there." She nods towards a round object hanging from a cable.
"Right! Let's get cracking." She says, pulling on rubber gloves and smoothing a clear gel across Kaneki's stomach. She places a wand down and I see a little blue image come up on a small screen. It's a bit fuzzy but I can make out a little round head and two little hands and feet. Our baby.
"Got a heartbeat, it's kicking-"
"Yeah , I know that all right." Kaneki groans, making me and the nurse chuckle.
"Everything's going great. Kaneki, I'll bring a yoga ball, it sometimes helps."
Two minutes later she sets a blue yoga ball on the floor and walks out of the room, shutting the door behind her.I take Kaneki's hand in mine.
"What does it feel like? I ask. "Is it really bad?"
"It's like a really bad ache in my lower back and abdomen and there's a pressure that really hurts." He says.
"Aww baby." I whisper, rubbing his shoulder and holding his hand.
He suddenly grips my hand tight,his face screws up and with he grips the sheets with his free hand. After about 15 seconds he collapses and pants exaustedly.
"Was that a contraction?" I ask him. He nods.Suddenly I hear him retch and see him clap his hand to his mouth.
I see the trash can in the corner of the room and get it to him in time. He throws up twice and then lays back down again. I run my hand through his sweaty hair and place a Kiss on his cheek, which is salty with tears.
I see his stomach move as the baby kicks and wriggle about.
"I swear this baby's gonna be a footballer." Kaneki mumbles, groaning.
"You got that right." I say with a smirk.24 hours later (Kaneki's PoV )
I ring the bell and a minute later the nurse bustles in.
"I think it's coming." I groan.
"Mmmm. Okay."I once again lifts his legs and the nurse inspects 'down there'."10 cm dilated. Not too long now." She says, leaving the room.
I get up and walk around, trying to find a comfortable position as the contractions get more and more intense. I end up resting my head on the side of the Mattress, sprawled over the yoga ball with hide behind me.
He starts to rub my lower back gently.
"You like that baby?" He asks.
"Mmmhm." I mumble.
A contraction comes on and I suddenly tense up, searching for something to grab. There's nothing so I settle with my hands turning to fists. Hide takes one of my hands, prises my fingers open and puts his hand in my clammy cramped one.
" squeeze my hand babe, it's okay." He says. I squeeze like my life depends on it. After about a minute the contraction begins to subside. I'm not comfortable anymore and I get back into bed, exaustedly. But the pain makes it too hard to sleep.
My stomach feels like it's flipping over. Second thoughts it probably is the baby flipping over. It makes me feel sick.
Hide sees my expression and hands me the bin. I dry retch but nothing comes up apart from horrible bile stuff.I feel a pressure, a deep one, like somethings moving through me. I suddenly feel the need to push. Just at that moment(thank god.) the nurse and two men in white overalls and rubber gloves come in aswell. "We're moving you to the birthing room." They said, starting to trundle my bed away.
" wait! Can hide come too?" I ask.
"Yes, but he needs to get overalls on first." Said the nurse, handing hide a white thing. I was moved to a room with curtains in the middle, a silver table at the end and some diapers and scales. A couple minutes later hide comes out I his new outfit complete with those shoe covers you get at the pool and a polystyrene mask. The doctors looked so serious in their uniform that I didn't find it funny in the slightest, but seeing my boyfriend looking like a marshmallow made me burst out laughing until the pain subdued it to slight giggles.
"I look like a right idiot in these." He said, taking my hand.
"Right. We need you to take a deep breath and then Push hard as you can while counting to ten, then you can relax.okay kaneki?" The doctor asks me.
"Okay." I whisper.
I take a deep breath and then push as hard as I can. I squeeze hides hand until it turns purple. It's an excruciating pain.
I get to ten and then relax.I don't want to do it again but I know I have to. I push again. It feels like I'm being slowly ripped apart. And since it's an anal birth, it's a lot worse.
After half an hour of pushing I collapse.
"Kaneki, come on! One more push!" Hide encourages. I lie back, my face covered in sweat and tears. I'm too tired.
"Hide I really can't, I'm just so tired." I sob. He pecks me on the lips and his dazzling green eyes meet my grey ones.
"Kaneki. One more push will bring our precious baby into the world. 30 minutes of pain, for a lifetime of happiness. Now, push or I'll go down there and yank that baby out myself!" He says and I giggle. I take a deep breath,squeeze hides hand, and push. "
It's agony I feel like I'm gonna keep getting stretched until I rip right in half.
The pain reached its peak and I scream. Then, I feel something slide out of me and I don't feel as bad.
I hear a baby shreiking. Others would have winced and covered their ears, but to me and hide it was the most beautiful sound we'd ever heard.
The doctors come around bringing a small figure wrapped in a shawl.
He hands it to me. Hide leans over and kisses me and the baby on the forehead.
"Our beautiful baby." His voice cracks and a tear runs down his cheek. But it's happy tears. My own eyes blur aswell.
"I'm so proud of you ken."It's 12:30 am. Looking at my watch, the date is 13/1/2018.
I feel like my heart is bursting from my chest.
"I'm so happy." I say.
"Me too, I've got a boyfriend to die for, and my first child. Actually, let me correct that. I'm not your boyfriend anymore."
"What?" I ask,in shock. Surely he's not leaving me?"
"I'm your husband." He says getting down on one knee and pulling a black box out of his back pocket.
"Kaneki Ken, will you marry me?"
"Yes! I cry and hide jumps up, hugs me and slides the ring onto my finger. It fits perfectly.
"Wait." I peer under the baby's shawl. She's a girl.a d there's one thing we need."
"What?" Hide asks.
"A name."That was a hint to you guys!write baby names down in the comments! I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter xx
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I love you... - a Hidekane fanfic
Hayran KurguThis is a fanfic about Hide X Kankei, chose them bc even tho Tokyo ghoul isn't my favourite anime (*cough cough* BLACK BUTLER) I really like Tokyo ghoul and I ship hide and kaneki sm.... some of this is based on my life and yh. its been shit for fo...