I love you... - a Hidekane fanfic

Lies

Kaneki's POV

I sit on the bed, shirtless, biting my lower lip with a smirk.

"hmmm, maybe you could be all ready for me instead?"

Hide can be such an idiot, but he can also be so dominant....

I start to get slightly turned on as I think about Hide winking at me before he closed the bathroom door.

Suddenly the door flung open and I jumped, startled.

Hide was standing there with a towel around his waist, but he looked mad.

"Kaneki what the FUCK is this?!" he was holding a razor lade, tinted in red.

I gulped.

"well?!"

"I.....uhhh....cut my finger by accident..."

"why do you even have this in the first place?!"

"it was just in the drawer,i was looking through it and I accidently cut my finger i guess....." my voice wavered and I felt like I was about to cry. Hide's face softened.

"oh....don't cry....i'm sorry for shouting." he walked over to me and straddled my lap, kissing me gently. I responded and his tongue massaged against mine. I felt myself get pushed backwards against the bed as I melted into his kisses.

(time skip) Still Kaneki's POV

Hide  collapsed onto me, exhausted.

"You okay?"  Hide asked, propping himself on his elbows.

"yeah" I smiled at him. "I love you"

He wrapped me in his arms and we fell asleep in eachothers embrace.

...

one month later , still Kaneki's POV

"is everything okay Kaneki?"

it was my art teacher. she kept me back after school.

"yes miss."

"you've been acting strange lately. do you want to talk about anything dear?"

"I..." I couldn't hold back anymore and started crying as she placed a hand on my shoulder comfortingly.

"Eric started bulling me and my....boyfriend...." I looked up to see her reaction. she nodded for me to continue. "and he  really scares me and I'm scared to even leave the dorm anymore and I started self harm again and Hide doesn't know and I feel so bad." I start sobbing even harder as her arm rubs my back soothingly.

"ohh darling." she says sympathetically. I get up to leave.

"i'm sorry miss, I guess I just needed to talk." I forced a small smile and wiped my tears on my sleeve.

"Kaneki. i'll have a word with Eric, i'm here to talk anytime okay?"

"yes miss. thank you." I say, rushing out before she can say anything else.

I rush to the elevator, only to bump into a familiar face. streaked hair. pericings. Eric.

I expected him to yell 'oi fag!' or something like that. but we both walked into the elevator in silence. I pressed the top floor button and when the door opened I felt my back get pushed harshly against a wall.

"wha-?" but i'm cut off by a pair of lips suddenly slamming against mine. opening my yes in shock I realise Eric is kissing me! I try to push him off, only to be punched in the stomach. Eric roughly grabbed my collar standing me upright and started kissing my neck.

"stop! get..ah.....get off!" but my pleas must've meant nothing to him as I felt him slip his finger under the waistband of my boxers and along my member. he gripped my hips so tightly that I was sure they would bruise.

"I fucking hate seeing you with that fag. it pisses me off." he says, pulling my boxers down and exposing myself to him. tears run down my cheeks as he unbuckled his jeans and pulled them down along with his boxers,revealing his erection. I wriggled out of his grasp.

"STOP!" my breathing grows heavy as he grips my hips tightly once again.

"no. I've held back for too long, Ken. nobody will hear you. nobody's coming for you. you're mine." he says as fear takes over me. without warning he slams inside of me and covers my mouth to muffle my scream. blood trickled down my leg as he thrusted in and out of me. I felt him come inside me and pull out, quickly doing up his jeans and mine as I just stood shaking from the incident. Eric just walked off nonchalantly, as if nothing had happened.

I limped back to the dorm, a sharp pain in my rear and tears streaming down my face.

I collapsed onto the floor, Hide wasn't there. I grabbed my cell phone off of the desk and flipped it open. I didn't want to be that guy again...but..... it helped me forget.

I click on the contact. after two rings I hear a familiar voice and croak out:

"Haru?"