Philosophy of a Loner

Solitude

When i was a kid i used to spend days at a time alone.
and those days would turn in to weeks and soon afterwards they would turn to months without me noticing.

my mum had to work and my sister was quite the outgoing extrovert.
so i spent most of my time after school alone.
without anyone to talk to.
And now that i look back they might seem like odd days
without anything special happening.

but i failed to realise...
that i was corrupted at such a young age.

and grew addicted to the strange habit i didn't choose.
but i didn't noticed how much it was ingrave in to me.

soon afterwards as i grew up i noticed i had such a low tolarence towards people.
when you're alone you don't have to accept all the problems and headaches that comes with socialising.
And so spending time with people became tiring.
and being alone would feel like heaven.

And as more and more time passed i become a loner that is socially slow.
and i had a hard time making friends.
and i still do till today.
i feel uncomfortable with allot of people around.
which makes me crave solitude so much in class or when i'm with a bunch of people at the same time.

allong the way i learnt how to be happy...
happy alone.

and i grew as a true believer of;
sooner or later we will be left alone and when that time comes you alone should be enough.

No!

you alone MUST be enough.

otherwise how can you go on when that time arrives?
When you're all alone with allot of challanges ahead of you to face.

-by a recently diagnosed loner