Philosophy of a Loner

Satisfaction

happiness and fulfillness are such a strange thing.

we are never happy or satisfied with anything for a too long.
we yearn and desire something and we chase it blindly to make ourself happy.
and once we get what we wanted we feel fulfill.
but that feeling doesn't last for long.

it is how a kid would want vacation while there is school but in the vacation he would grow tired of it really quick.

But satisfaction is different.
We never grow bored of her, she is the one who leaves our grasp.

And thats why satisfaction is one of the biggest whore in this world.
everyone gets a chance to have her.
but she doesn't stay to long with anyone.

she is a passenger that never stays in one place.

but yet we chase those small moments when she is by our side.
addicted to her presence.

we try to work harder and accomplishing more things.
so that we can get another chance with her.

knowing that she never stays for long can demotivate you and take away meaning from your life.

but don't stop chasing her.
one day you'll catch her and she'll never leave your side.
and that's the day in our later years when we finally become proud of the life we lived.

-by a man who is still chasing her