Crying in the Bathroom

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.:Josh's POV:.
   *TRIGGER WARNING*
I didn't go to school on Tuesday, I wasn't in the mood to deal with people at my school. I have been locked in my bedroom since 5:00pm last night. It's already 4:00pm. I haven't eaten, gotten a drink but I have a bathroom connected to my room, so I have gone to the bathroom. I just really didn't feel like moving at all. I can hear my dad stomping around downstairs and yelling at my family to see how long they knew. Not one of them answered.
    I finally rolled over on my bed and looked at my phone. 14
new messages from Tyler and 4 missed calls. I sighed and looked over the messages.

Tyty☺️: Hey Joshy, I was just see if my daisy is coming to school today.
6:39am
Tyty☺️: Joshua?
7:21am
Tyty☺️: Are you sick? I'm sorry I can't see you today.
7:30am
Tyty☺️: I have to go to class now but I hope to see you soon!😚
8:00am
Tyty☺️: Hey Joshy, I'm at lunch now and everyone is worried that your not here at school today. I hope your okay.
12:04pm
Tyty☺️: Hey Josh. This is Brendon, I stole Tylers phone. I hope your doing alright.
1:39pm 
Shouldn't he be in class? And maybe these 14 messages weren't only just from Tyler. I thought and continued reading. Six more were from Brendon, the rest from Tyler.

Tyty☺️: Sorry about that Joshua. Brendon's being an ass right now.
3:07pm
Tyty☺️: I hope to see you tomorrow! Bye Joshua!

I smiled at their messages, I'll see them at school tomorrow but I don't know if I'll enjoy going to school.
It's 6 now and I can hear my mama setting up the table for dinner.
** "Joshua! Get down here!" I heard my father yell. I sighed and got up and unlocked my door, walked downstairs and sat at the table. My hair was a complete mess, as well as my disheveled clothes. I looked down at my plate of food. My mama cooked my favorite, lasagna. But I really didn't feel like eating at all. I glanced around the table, there was an awkward silence. My dad looks menacing, my mama looked like she had been crying, and my siblings looks down right terrified.
I moved the food around on the plate with my fork.
"Ear your damn food son." My father scowled. I nodded slightly, and took a bite of the tasty lasagna.
After a few more bites I pushed my plate away and said, "I'm not hungry anymore." That did it.
My father slammed his fists on the table and yelled, "EAT!" He leaned over the table and slapped my hard across the face. I didn't whimper, not did I cry. I just sat there. The shocked faces of my family were all around me. My mama rushed over to me to see if I was okay, I felt numb.
"I'm fine mama." I said and went back upstairs in my room. I locked the door and slumped down against it. I cried and cried, but then I got up and went to the shower. I took my clothes off and stepped into the shower,waiting for the water to warm up. I didn't want tit cry anymore, I couldn't feel anything. When I was warm I washed my hair and body, getting rid of the stench that had clung to me of a few days. When I got out I wrapped my waist in a towel and trudged back into my room. I got my clothes on and went to sleep.

Joshy😙: Goodnight Tyty. See you tomorrow!
10:24pm
Tyty☺️: Goodnight my daisy. I'll see you at school.

I set my phone down and touched gently where my dad had slapped me. I winced in pain, I'm gonna have a bruise tomorrow. I thought miserably. **
Beep! Beep! Beep!
My alarm woke me up again, I groaned and got up. Got ready, and went downstairs. I didn't want to check my face because I was afraid my whole face was gonna be back and blue. I didn't grab breakfast, I just put my shoes on and went outside to catch my bus. When I got on I didn't look at anybody, I just went to the back and sat down.
     When we arrived at school I hopped off the bus and went to go clean out my locker.
     When I got their I saw Tyler and Brendon just standing there. I smiled and ran to give them both a huge hug, I hid my face in their arms so they wouldn't ask about my bruise.
    "We missed you!" Tyler said. I giggled as Brendon tickled my side.
     I removed myself from the hug and looked at them. Their faces of happiness were now faces of worry. "What happened, Josh?" Brendon asked.
    "Are you okay?" Tyler engulfed me into another hug.
    "I'm fine." I murmured. "It's my dad." I whispered on Tylers ear. I didn't want to tell Brendon just yet. He nodded sadly.
     "It'll be okay Joshy." He whispered back. "Let's get to class yeah?" I nodded and followed him down the hall into geography class. I sat next to Tyler this time.

*Time skip to lunch because I don't know what else to write right here*

I sat down at the table next to Tyler, the others were concerned about my face but I only told them it was okay.
I hate to popular girls of the school. They act like they rule over everyone and everything. I especially hate the one, the only, Jenna Black. Oh man does she get on my nerves. She flirts with Tyler like it's no big deal. I can tell Tyler hates it too, he keeps on interrupting her and telling that he wants to talk to his friends, not some snobby girl who justs wants a fuck.
When she finally gave up and walked away, Tyler sighed and got up to throw his trash away. I stood up with him. He smiled at me, it was a sad smile.
I smiled back at him, a small one. We threw our food away and walked to his locker with the rest of his friends.
"I need to grab something from my locker." I told him.
"Hurry back!" He said and kissed the top of my head.
I walked quickly down the halls and to my locker, I opened it and grabbed the few books I remembered I needed. When I walked back to Tyler, I took my time, I had 15 minutes before I had to my at my next class.
When I turned the corner to where Tylers locker was, I didn't see any of his friends, only him and.... Jenna?
Not only was she there with him, she had him pinned to the lockers and was kissing him. On the lips.
Tears came to my eyes at the sight. I walked over and threw my books to the ground before running to the bathroom.
"Joshua! Wait!!" I heard Tyler yell from behind me,
I didn't look back. When I was in the bathroom I went into a stall and slammed the door shut and locked it. I fell to the ground and cried. Cried, and cried. My heart hurt more than when my dad didn't accept me. It felt like it shattered. How could he? I thought he liked me.. I cried for about 10 minutes before I heard footsteps outside my stall. I held in my cries and hiccups.
"Joshy?" I heard Tyler say.
"Don't c-call me t-that."
Tyler stood quiet.
"Joshua.... I didn't kiss her. She forced me to." His voice cracked.
"It didn't look-look like that to m-me." I said.
"Can I come in." He whispered.
"Why should I?" I cried out, "I don't want to see you-you right now." He let out a staggering sigh. "Can you bring me B-Brendon?" I asked, he seemed like the only one he could trust right now.
"Br-Brendon?" He repeated.
"Yeah. He seems like the only person I can trust right now." I whimpered, "Please."
"Oh..." I heard the hurt in his voice, "Okay..." I heard his footsteps walked away and soon enough heard another person come running.
"Josh! Joshua?" Brendon's voice came from the other side of the stall, "Are you okay?"
"No.." I said. He heard and crawled under the stall.
"I'm here." He said and hugged me, "I'm here."
I cried again and held onto his t-shirt.
"Can you tell me what's wrong?" He said gently. I nodded slowly.
"I saw.. saw Tyler-tyler and Jenna k-kiss." I got out.
I looked up to see Brendon clench his jaw.
"I never really liked her." He growled. "I don't think Tyler would do that to you, he likes you a lot. And I can't tell you how many times he has complained to me how annoying that bitch is."
"You think so?" I asked.
"I know so." He smiled down at me.
"I need to apologize to him then. I told him.. I told him I don't trust him..." I stood up and unlocked the stall, Brendon right behind me. I ran out of that bathroom.
"Tyler?!"

A/N 1557 words! This is the longest chapter I've made, I hope all of my chapters get this long usually. But anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, the next one will be up soon!
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