Tension...my house.
Sammy talked Derek into giving me my job back...and letting me stay...so yea...
It still feels weird not waking up next to Sammys head snuggled inbetween my boob and under arm.
I miss Sammy...we pass by eachother in the hallway and could tell we're both struggling with this break up...
We used to be bestfriends...now we hardly talk...but atleast he's not mad at me and I'm not mad at him...
But everybody...everybody can sense the sent in between Sammy and Derek...and Derek and I...Sammy and I...
I know Sammy wants to kill Derek...but he can't...and we don't let him so...
I want him to kill him too but I need my job so...
I straightened my hair braiding the front piece back and putting it into a ponytail for now.
I pulled on a orange button up cropped sweater and a black skirt slipping on some thigh high boots.
I grabbed my phone and bag walking downstairs.
"Hey" Dillon sighed looking at me
I waved making my cup of coffee along with Derek's because i have to...
I turned around seeing Derek walking in the kitchen smiling at me.
"Good morning" he said smiling but I slammed his cup on the counter walking away.
" Arielle" he sighed
"Don't...don't talk to me right now" I said teari up
"It's what's bes-"
"What's best?...are you serious right now!...it you think that's actually true I totally dogged a bullet by running away from you...Sammy has done nothing but made me feel wanted in this house and not for somebody else's selfish reasons...he cared about me and my ducking feelings but you don't care you just care about yourself !"
"Arielle..." He sighed
"don't feel bad now...we broke up because of you so I hope your fuckin happy...and I don't even want to work her...id rather be homeless then to work for such a selfish asshole!"
"You can stay here Ari...you can date Sammy...you don't have to work for me...you can do whatever you want just don't hate me!"
I looked up at him angrily.
"You fucking asshole" I said walking away upstairs to Sammys room
But when I walked in all I saw was some naked girls back ontop of him.
I teared up frozen.
I slammed the door crying.
He moved on...or was it just a fuck...I don't know...a...and I don't care...all I know is that I'm broken...literally...
I walked into my room closing and locking the door.
I slid down the door crying.
I feel so empty...I've never felt so empty in my life...
sammy
