Today is just a bit of a lazy day for me...I don't wanna go out the house much due to the hate and paparazzi surrounding me wherever I go now.
I have talked to Derek and Dillon and sometimes Nate...Sammy and I had one conversation but we're not friends I'm just not that mad at him anymore...so I can be in the same room as him and we can talk...it's not awkward but I won't cry or wanna kick him in his private parts...
Well not so private to me ;|...
I laid out a little cover pad on the couch and laid down pulling a blanket over me.
I paused my movie groaning as my doorbell rang.
I got up and walked to the door pulling up my shorts.
I opened my door seeing nobody there so I stepped out and looked around when I backed up to walk back in I felt something touch the bottom of my heel.
I looked down seeing a box with a note taped to it.
I picked up the box and took the note off reading it
- Dear beautiful...
I love you to the moon and back the first letter of your name and the first letter of the girls name I wanna be with forever...
- Xoxo secret admirer
I kinda smiled opening the box seeing a cute necklace with a little moon and the letter A.
I smiled closing my door and putting it on...
This is so sweet...I wonder who sent this...
sammy
"See she was happy... That's the first gift...tomorrow we needs step it up..." Dillon said as we hid behind her car watching her open the gift.
I nodded standing up once her door closed .
"Dillon...how do you know she's not gonna reject me?...I mean I did hurt her...fancy gifts won't fix that.."
"Listen...it's not just fancy gifts...ooh I got it...tonight...you guys go to dinner...or tomorrow"
I shook my head walking down the street to his car.
I don't know if this is gonna work...we just got...cordial with eachother...
What if she doesn't want to be in a relationship with me anymore?
I wouldn't...
I cheated on her...
She still means the world to me though...
*
everybody was downstairs chilling and hanging out talking and shit.
I just got out the shower so I threw on some shorts with my socks and slides cuz it's just the guys so whatever...
I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs seeing everybody laughing and talking like I said then I saw Ari...smiling and laughing
Derek and Nate went upstairs as soon as I walked in making me roll my eyes.
They don't fuck with me much anymore...it's whatever...
