"AHHHH!" I screamed crying
I do not work well with pain...at all...
I squeezed Sammys hand breathing hard.
"You have to push Arielle...on 1...2....3..."
I pushed all I could and screamed In pain
"I see the head...two more pushes..."
"I...I can't" I shook my head sweating and crying
"Baby you got this...breathe princess....breathe..."
I nodded breathing in and out.
I squeezed Sammys hand and pushed screaming.
"AHHHHH FUCK!" I screamed crying.
" one more you got it baby you got it" Sammy smiled sweating too
I nodded closing my eyes breathing in and out.
I squeezed Sammys hand again and pushed the hardest before I held he second baby cry tonight.
I threw my head back breathing hard and crying.
" you did amazing baby" Sammy whispered cupping my face and kissing me softly.
I smiled getting dizzy.
I pulled away and laid my head down feeling dizzy while my head was pounding.
I held Sammy's hand tight before everything went black.
sammy
"What's wrong?...baby?...baby?!" I yelled crying
"Baby please wake up! baby..." I cried into her chest
The doctors rushed back over to her panicking.
I stood back locking at all of them confused.
"What's wrong?...I...is she gonna be ok?" I asked crying
They didn't answer me and that pissed me off.
"WHATS WRONG WITH MY WIFE?!"
They looked at me and at eachother.
"We don't know sir...calm down...somebody get him out of here"
I panicked looking around then at my passed out wife.
She can't be gone...she can't!
*
I sat in our original room crying and thinking of the worst possible things...
I can't even count how many times I prayed...
I sat in there alone crying and looking out the window...
Then the door opened.
I turned my head so fast seeing my baby being rolled in on that bed weakly smiling when she saw me.
"Oh thank god" I said covering my mouth
When the nurse finally left I walked over to her and kissed her crying.
"Oh my god...I...I was so scared you were gone..."
"I was just really exhausted they said..." She said lookin up at me.
"Thank god it was just that...I couldn't do this without you" I cried kissing her forehead
She grabbed my hand weakly smiling.
"I love you Sammy..." She said
"I love you more..."I said movin a curly hair out her cute face.
*
I held the baby's smiling.
"We never actually came up with names" she gasped
"We didn't?...I thought about Sammy junior but how bout Aaron..."
" awwe I love that nameeeeee...but What about my twin?" I pouted.
" Arianna?" He asked
"I love that too... how bout Arianna Aaliyah...wilkinson?" She asked
"That's beautiful....Sam Wilkinson junior and Arianna Aaliyah Wilkinson..." I said kissing Arianna's forehead
Arielle smiled laying on my chest with Sammy in her hands.
"They look just like you" I said
"Uhhh Aaron looks just like you Sammy" she said giggling
" He has your hazel eyes...and your cute button nose..." I said
"Arianna has your Green eyes and dimples...they both have your dimples..." She said
" We're just a cute dimply family "
"I don't have dimples" She pouted
"But you're still a cutie pie" I said kissing her softly
She smiled giggling.
"You make me feel so special Sammy" she said
"You are special my queen..."
She blushed giggling.
Arianna started whining grabbing into my finger.
I lifted her up as her cute eyes fluttered open.
She looked at me and cried so I brought her to my chest.
"Awee mama...what's wrong?" I asked rubbing her back
She continued to cry making a loud noise.
"Maybe she's hungry?" Arielle said pulling her tank top down.
"True true" I said handing her over to her carefully and taking Sam
She fed Arianna while I played with Aaron's little hands.
I smiled looking at all of my family.
"I'm so blessed"
