I moved my hair out my face slipping on my slippers just as my doorbell rang.
I let out a breathe walking dead downstairs opening the door.
Sammy stood there with his hands in his pocket weakly smiling at me.
I turned around walking into the livingroom with him following me.
We sat down next to eachother and he sighed looking at me.
"I'm so sorry...you don't even know how dumb I felt...how much I hate myself for doing that Arielle...she means nothing...I was just caught in the moment...I regretted it right after...I regretted it while I was doing it...I love you with all my heart...you're the best thing to ever happen to me...and I'm sorry...I'm really fucking sorry" he said crying
I looked down at my fingers letting out a breathe.
I opened my arms sighing.
He moved closer pulling me on his lap and wrapped his arms around me.
I buried my head into his neck sniffling.
"Please stop crying" I said wiping his face
He let out a breathe sniffling
He rubs his hands down my arms and grabs my hands looking into my eyes
"Please...I won't hurt you again...give me another chance" he said tearing up again
I looked at him tearing up aswell and shook my head crying.
"I can't...I don't want to be hurt again...I don't know if you really won't ...I...I don't know if you won't hurt me again...that really hurt me Sammy...I cried for months in need about seeming you kiss another girl...your ex for that matter...I don't trust you anymore"
"Ok..." He sniffled wiping his fade
"Can we be friends until I'm ready?" I asked looking at him
"Mhmm..." He hummed moving me off him and standing up
"Sammy please don't be mad at me..."
He didn't say anything he just grabbed his phone and keys and walked out slamming the door.
I jumped covering my face from crying.
I'm just not ready...he has to understand that...right?
I sighed wiping my face...
Last time I got cheated on I took him back easily he was cheating over and over until I found out again and the girl he was fucking behind my back...got pregnant...and their happy together now...so...
But Sammy doesn't SEEM like the type to continuously cheat...right...he is a total sweetheart...
I need a nap...
*
I tried and tried to take a nap but it didn't work I was too focused on Sammy and how hurt he looked and probably felt...I love that boy...with all my heart...and I now know that he won't do it again...
So...
I sighed picking up my phone.
- Sammy...baby please come back...I wanna talk more baby
Sammy😔 - I dint want to talk to you anymore...you made your point clear...you don't want to be win me right now because you're scared I'm gonna cheat again which I'm kinda offended you think of me as that kind of person...but I'm not gonna wait until you're ready Arielle
