I sniffled fixing my glasses on my face.
It took me months to find a place but I found it...I got a house...
I never realized how much Derek paid me but it was enough to get me a $143,000 house with a lot of money left behind to get anything I need or want inside of it.
So that's what I did...I furnished my new house just how I like it which took another month and before I knew it I was living in this beautiful home...it's just like my own sanctuary...
Where I've been crying in for the last week.
It's like all the drama and distractions went away for those few months for me to get my shit set and then it all came crashing back down on me...I just can't get the sight of him kissin her back like he would me...like I never mattered...like he didn't care at the moment.
I saw all the texts the guys sent me scolding Sammy but I ignored them all...
I know they come back tonight so...I'm secretly inviting Dillon over to hang...he doesn't know I moved out but...
he will...
sammy
"ARI!!!" Dillon and Derek yelled walking in the house
No answer.
"Maybe she's sleep" Derek shrugged
We walked upstairs and i walked past them dropping my bags in the hall and opening her door.
She wasn't in there and it was completely empty...
I walked in confused waking in her closet.
All her clothes and shoes were all gone...
"Guys...I think she moved out" I said tearin up
"SAMMY YOU DUMBASS!" Derek yelled pushing me
I pushed him back into the wall angrily.
"Don't fucking touch me!..I didn't mean for this to happen!"
"But you did it...you cheated on her because you're just a stupid piece of shit!"
" you know what happens when Stassie comes around...you just walked out no hesitation so if you really cared you would have warned me...you didn't"
"I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO WARN YOU NOT GO CHEAT ON YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND DUMBASS!" he said pushing me again
It's like all the angry I had towards myself rose up and punched him as hard as I can
He stumbled back holding onto the wall before charging at me and we started fighting.
"Yo chill!" Dillon and Nate repeatedly yelled trying to get us off each other
When Dillon finally pulled me out the room I pushed him away storming out the house slamming the door behind me.
I get I fucked up...but repeating that to me isn't helping at all.
I pulled out my phone trying to call Ariella for the millionth time since she left.
I know she's not gonna answer but I still have hope...
*
I had my head down on this bar counter taking occasional sips from this bottle.
"I mean how could I be so stupid...she's amazing...like amazing...with everything she does and she's so hardworking...she makes sure I'm okay whenever my face looks upset by the slightest...then Stassie come along and everything's just messed up...she was my bestfriend and my girlfriend and now that's all ruined...yanno?" I gulped slurring to the guy next to me
