I put on a smile knowing I'm breaking inside...I loved him and he just lied...cried for me to believe him...he's a liar...and a cheating asshole...
I laid in my bed facing the wall just staring not even crying...I cried too much these past 3 weeks...I was just hurt...I haven't gone out to look for a new job...or anything...I threw away my phone...threw away everything but my laptop...I just wanna fall off the face of the earth...
I fell head over heels for that guy...and he just stomped all over my heart...him cheating was a kick then find out he lied straight to my face...was the last beating...
he kicked then...
STOMP! STOMP! STOMP! STOMP!
I feel bad for ignoring Dillon a little because he did nothing...but...I know talking to him will eventually turn into me talking to Nate then Derek then Sammy...and then my life will be fucked up all over again...
I haven't left my bed...I haven't open the shades so my room is dark as fuck...my tv stays off like the lights and I'm just sitting here either staring at the wall or taking a nap....or sleeping
I jumped out of bed sitting up.
"Hell no...I'm not about to let this dick head ruin my life..."
I got up and got undressed grabbing my towel and hopping in the shower.
I'm going shopping...I'm meeting new people...new friends...new guys to hookup with...everything...he's not gonna make me a sad little bitch...never!
*
I put my hair into a little messy bun with bangs for a second as I walked around this mall.
I was hungry so I went to the food court seeing all these little teenagers with their dates and allat and I bit my lip sighing.
No Arielle...forget about the asshole...
I inhaled and exhaled before walking over to taco bell and ordering a salad.
When I got my food I sat down and started eating.
All lonely...ugh
"Uhm...wait a minute...aren't you Arielle?...Arielle...Laurent Sammy wilkinson a ex girlfriend and Derek luhs ex assistant?"
I sighed nodding annoyed.
"Well I'm Nathalie moorne...I interview one of the top celebs and sometimes their significant others..."
"Well I'm nobody's significant other...so"
"But you were...I'm sorry do you mind doing an interview"
"Yes I do...I'm trying to eat"
"It'll only take a few minutes"
I groaned
I'm not about to terminate Sammy's career that's the inky nice thing I'll do for him now...
"Sure whatever" I said
"Ok first question...why did you and singer/ rapper Sammy wilkinson end things?"
Tell them he cheated and lied...or tell a lie
Lie it is...
"Well...we just were...drifting apart...and his career was more important yanno...and I didn't want to get in the middle of that and distract him" I lied biting into my salad
"well in a released video a couple months ago at the first tour stop you told some fans of Sammys that he can go kiss another girl...what happened there?"
